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easypeasy

easypeasy

The.only.white.sheep
Jul 1, 2024
217
Love and grace to you on your Journey. Go to God. Xox
 
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cme-dme

cme-dme

Ready to go to bed
Feb 1, 2025
473
It sort of seems like their CTB was an impulse decision which is sad...Hope you found peace.
 
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DarkestSoul

DarkestSoul

Death = Peace
Jan 20, 2025
62
Wishing you transition was smooth and you're at peace now. 🙌🏻
 
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APeacefulPlace

APeacefulPlace

Ape
Dec 2, 2024
298
May you rest peacefully now. 🕊️
 
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ihatemyselfwanttodi

ihatemyselfwanttodi

Experienced
Jan 26, 2025
296
It sort of seems like their CTB was an impulse decision which is sad...Hope you found peace.
They'd been messaging me for the last week or so, seemed like they were just putting it off trying to wait for meto but got impatient.
 
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NitrogenAfternoon

NitrogenAfternoon

Finding My Peace
Jan 20, 2025
142
It sort of seems like their CTB was an impulse decision which is sad...Hope you found peace.
They booked a hotel room, went there, had scheduled emails to be sent and then went through it. That was planned and calculated. Drinking the SN itself comes off that way because it takes acting on that moment of impulse to get through the SI.

But gathering the SN, booking a room, and getting the plan together goes beyond just impulse.
 
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ihatemyselfwanttodi

ihatemyselfwanttodi

Experienced
Jan 26, 2025
296
They booked a hotel room, went there, had scheduled emails to be sent and then went through it. That was planned and calculated. Drinking the SN itself comes off that way because it takes acting on that moment of impulse to get through the SI.

But gathering the SN, booking a room, and getting the plan together goes beyond just impulse.
Agreed. They may have done it sooner than they were planning, but they had very much committed to the decision well beforehand. Never mind the time/effort it takes to actually get the SN.
 
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milkteacrown

milkteacrown

suicidal angel
Feb 16, 2025
128
Rest in peace. I wish I had seen this post sooner, when you were alive. I hope the next world is kinder to you than this one, whatever it may be (or not be).
 
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waterrrrrrrrrbottel

Experienced
Jul 18, 2022
246
wow. eerie to die in the middle of a thread documenting it. i'm very happy you found peace.
 
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Spideyyyy

New Member
Feb 17, 2025
3
I love you man, you were an incredible friend, I will miss all our talks, hope you find peace :heart:
 
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SchrodingerIsDed

SchrodingerIsDed

Arcanist
Feb 17, 2025
418
I love you man, you were an incredible friend, I will miss all our talks, hope you find peace :heart:
How you have 1 post and made an account after he possibly died but knew OP?

Rest in peace OP. Ballsy to go for just the SN. Fortune favors the bold, and you were bold. I'm pouring some drink out for you. Hopefully I'll see you on the other side. Or, hopefully there is nothing for anyone to see on the other side. Rest well.
 
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Spideyyyy

New Member
Feb 17, 2025
3
Comment avez-vous 1 poste et fait un compte après qu'il est peut-être mort, mais connaissait OP?

Repose en paix OP. Ballsy pour aller juste pour le SN. La fortune favorise les audacieux, et vous étiez audacieux. Je verse un verre pour toi. J'espère te voir de l'autre côté. J'espère qu'il n'y a rien à voir de l'autre côté. Reposez-vous bien.

dude, he sent me a Farewell letter two days later (scheduled message as he said) with a link that took me here......he was a true friend..
 
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SchrodingerIsDed

SchrodingerIsDed

Arcanist
Feb 17, 2025
418
dude, he sent me a Farewell letter two days later (scheduled message as he said) with a link that took me here......he was a true friend..
I'm sorry for your loss. As you can see, it isn't always a sad departure, though.
 
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invokat222

Member
Mar 2, 2025
39
What a huge loss.

I wish you will find your way to heaven.

Props you dared it without meto.
 
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pointblank

pointblank

digicore glitz° • ✧
Dec 12, 2024
204
Hope you found the peace you're looking for~

Hopefully I'm next, too.
 
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Peace2peace

Specialist
Dec 26, 2024
363
dude, he sent me a Farewell letter two days later (scheduled message as he said) with a link that took me here......he was a true friend..
Has his death been confirmed?
 
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Spideyyyy

New Member
Feb 17, 2025
3
Has his death been confirmed?
to be honest, he was an internet friend i never had contact with somebody of any relatives of him.....

the 17th febuary i had a "view" in our tchat on telegram but no respond and no connexion since....(maybe a relative or any police force ?)

i have some hope, but til i found this topic of his plan with no more edit since, my hope gone guys...i'm so sorry
I'm sorry for your loss. As you can see, it isn't always a sad departure, though.
he wrote to me a really touching letter, he really wanted it and i was powerless because he was absent for weeks before i receive his letter. but wherever he is , i hope he found what he want
 
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