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Bowerbird

Bowerbird

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May 27, 2025
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cocktail of opioids
 
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I want to have the courage to kill myself
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Daniel555

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Apr 3, 2026
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thiopental sodium/dilantin combo
 
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Shadowsight

Shadowsight

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May 12, 2026
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Gun. If I had a loaded one right now and knew beyond a shadow of doubt that the shot would instantly kill me, I wouldn't be here tomorrow lol
 
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I want to have the courage to kill myself
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Gun. If I had a loaded one right now and knew beyond a shadow of doubt that the shot would instantly kill me, I wouldn't be here tomorrow lol
Yes its would be top
 
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HeartofZagreus

HeartofZagreus

Zagreus
Dec 20, 2025
4
Whatever's most peaceful, honestly. To me that seems like a bag. But I guess I'd take a gun as well, given the guarantee I won't survive and just end up really fucked up.
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
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Whatever's most peaceful, honestly. To me that seems like a bag. But I guess I'd take a gun as well, given the guarantee I won't survive and just end up really fucked up.
Bag?
Asphyxia? 😨
 
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BlueMist96

BlueMist96

Tired
May 12, 2026
101
VSED. I wish I could just stop doing everything and fade away peacefully.
 
HeartofZagreus

HeartofZagreus

Zagreus
Dec 20, 2025
4
Bag?
Asphyxia? 😨
Exit bags! Apparently the method can actually be rather painless, so I heard, if you're inhaling a specific gas which your body doesn't recognize as different from oxygen. You basically just breathe and boom.
 
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I want to have the courage to kill myself
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Adieu les sacs ! Apparemment, la méthode est plutôt indolore, si l'on en croit ce que j'ai entendu, à condition d'inhaler un gaz spécifique que le corps ne distingue pas de l'oxygène. Il suffit de respirer et hop !
Ok thanks for the informations
 
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pax420

pax420

We take rohypnol and just forget it all
Jan 19, 2026
152
Fentanyl
 
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Bishop

Bishop

This is the way
Mar 24, 2024
325
Whatever's most peaceful, honestly. To me that seems like a bag. But I guess I'd take a gun as well, given the guarantee I won't survive and just end up really fucked up.
Is there a peaceful way?
 
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HeartofZagreus

Zagreus
Dec 20, 2025
4
Is there a peaceful way?
I don't want to say for certain, but from what I've researched an exit bag is among one of the most peaceful ways to go in my opinion. There's also assisted suicide, which is taken care of by a medical professional. It's pretty much like being euthanized.
 
StoneCactus

StoneCactus

Member
Mar 15, 2026
93
Fentanyl. It's still pretty prevalent in my area but I don't have the connections to source it...
 
pax420

pax420

We take rohypnol and just forget it all
Jan 19, 2026
152
Even if good drug...not asphyxia? Lack of oxygène?
Fall out and don't wake back up unless narcan. I accidently od'ed on 1/3 or a point. I was dead for 5 minutes and a friend narcaned me three time before I came back. There's 10 points in a gram. I pretty much.guarantee there's no coming back from a gram. I don't really think narcan would even work on that much.
 
iamjustapebble

iamjustapebble

i hate this
Sep 20, 2025
60
Asphyxia, like hanging and what not. I guess i just like the idea
 
tonicer

tonicer

Specialist
Nov 13, 2025
309
Getting squished by a shipping container.

I watch a lot of fucked up videos of people dying and shit and the best and quickest way to die seems to be getting squished into a paste by one of those things. I saw footage of an accident at a chinese dock and a worker (poor guy because he probably didn't want to die) was hit by a container and it was only minced meat that was left. Really messy and traumatic for the poor guy who has to clean it up but it's a 100% success and probably painless because it's so quick.
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
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Se faire écraser par un conteneur maritime.

Je regarde plein de vidéos dégueulasses de gens qui meurent, et le moyen le plus rapide et le plus efficace de mourir, c'est apparemment de se faire écraser par un de ces trucs. J'ai vu les images d'un accident sur un quai chinois : un ouvrier (le pauvre, il ne voulait sûrement pas mourir) a été percuté par un conteneur et il n'en est resté que de la chair hachée. C'était vraiment horrible et traumatisant pour le pauvre gars qui a dû nettoyer, mais c'est efficace à 100 % et probablement indolore vu la rapidité.
Or by the train?
 
User8

User8

Member
Jul 13, 2024
16
A shotgun to the top of my mouth in the direction of the brain. In the absence of a firearm, I would go for inert gas but seems too complicated so hanging or the Night Night method.
 
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tonicer

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Nov 13, 2025
309
Or by the train?
Decapitation or just getting hit by a train? The first is relatively clean and quick but the second is a bloody mess. I saw a video from india the other day of a mule getting hit by a train and the poor thing exploded into parts.
 
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Tiredofbeingtired77

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Oct 3, 2023
7
I mean if any method I'd probably go for the car asphyxiation; means I don't leave a mess for my gf or landlords, get to be somewhere beautiful for my last moments as I drift out…. That all sounds incredibly nice.
 
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wannabeangel

wannabeangel

꒰ა Missing Wings ໒꒱
Mar 14, 2026
205
an OD of some sort that isnt nausea inducing like SN would be, hanging if i could pass out fast enough, or jumping since as soon as you hit the ground it's lights out, the only panic i should feel is during the free fall, and a few seconds of panic is easier than a lifetime of pain. if i wasnt so afraid of guns for no good reason i would maybe go that route, ik i wouldnt be able to feel it and my brain would be scrambled before i could even process that i pulled the trigger, but i couldnt even get myself to shoot a gun at a target so i couldnt aim it at myself. dream way to go out is an OD of a mix of stuff, so i can just fall asleep and never wake up
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
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an OD of some sort that isnt nausea inducing like SN would be, hanging if i could pass out fast enough, or jumping since as soon as you hit the ground it's lights out, the only panic i should feel is during the free fall, and a few seconds of panic is easier than a lifetime of pain. if i wasnt so afraid of guns for no good reason i would maybe go that route, ik i wouldnt be able to feel it and my brain would be scrambled before i could even process that i pulled the trigger, but i couldnt even get myself to shoot a gun at a target so i couldnt aim it at myself. dream way to go out is an OD of a mix of stuff, so i can just fall asleep and never wake up
I'm afraid that during an overdose there's a moment when you feel like you're going to faint, and that's very frightening, isn't it?
 

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