tiaralamb
binge restrict cycle
- Dec 15, 2021
- 26
hey everyone how are you doing shit me too
okay so I have 4 year old unopened vaccumed sealed in plastic Sodium nitrite that was kept out of sunlight for the most part. but that's definitely degraded into sodium nitrate by now, right? maybe I can buy a test kit or something? do those show you the purity? um it sucks also cause in the shitty UK they're making it so hard to get new SN. it's also really hard to get them to prescribe me a suitable an antiemetic what do i even say??
i also had this other idea of taking 100mg of Xanax, 50mg of Zopiclone and 1000mg of Tapentadol? I have illegal sources for these medications. would that even work though? it it worth even trying?
um if the old ones degraded and I can't find some new sn and an antiemetic then ill dry the drug thing unless it's a shit idea.
partial hanging and exit bags are really difficult! i can't get the technique right. but i thought maybe full suspension hanging might not be so bad if i took a bunch of ketamine and stepped in right as I was about to dissociate/fall out of consciousness.
there's always jumping too. jumping from super super super high is reliable, so long as you have the bravery to do it. i live in london. you guys know any good spots? or like cliffs or something in the English countryside idk i can take the train
sorry for rambling please guys help me die i'll be so grateful please tell me suggestions and stuff i love you i really need to die soon
okay so I have 4 year old unopened vaccumed sealed in plastic Sodium nitrite that was kept out of sunlight for the most part. but that's definitely degraded into sodium nitrate by now, right? maybe I can buy a test kit or something? do those show you the purity? um it sucks also cause in the shitty UK they're making it so hard to get new SN. it's also really hard to get them to prescribe me a suitable an antiemetic what do i even say??
i also had this other idea of taking 100mg of Xanax, 50mg of Zopiclone and 1000mg of Tapentadol? I have illegal sources for these medications. would that even work though? it it worth even trying?
um if the old ones degraded and I can't find some new sn and an antiemetic then ill dry the drug thing unless it's a shit idea.
partial hanging and exit bags are really difficult! i can't get the technique right. but i thought maybe full suspension hanging might not be so bad if i took a bunch of ketamine and stepped in right as I was about to dissociate/fall out of consciousness.
there's always jumping too. jumping from super super super high is reliable, so long as you have the bravery to do it. i live in london. you guys know any good spots? or like cliffs or something in the English countryside idk i can take the train
sorry for rambling please guys help me die i'll be so grateful please tell me suggestions and stuff i love you i really need to die soon
