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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,389
Me jumping...and you?
 
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bl33ding_heart

bl33ding_heart

Borderline
Jun 24, 2025
622
Probably also jumping lol.
 
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scary

scary

find your own way to the Knife
May 1, 2024
194
A gun. its the quickest thing I can think of in terms of it killing you
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,262
These days I'm thinking about a gunshot because it's very quick and you can do it impulsively. But it's not fair for people who find the body.
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,389
Yes also gun...
 
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nihilistic_dragon

nihilistic_dragon

Dead already. Just need to dispose of my body now.
Aug 6, 2024
889
Sadly, no method other than N appeals to me...
I've always wanted to go in my sleep...
This really sucks :(
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,389
Sn is panicking
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,638
Anything as peaceful and painless as possible is all I want, all I want is peace from the terrible torture and suffering of this cruel, painful and deeply undesirable existence, for me non-existence is just all that's positive.

I just hope for no more torture and no more suffering and it'll always be so torturous to be burdened with this existence, I'll just always see existence as a mistake that only ever tortures and harms existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, all I want is the peace of an eternal sleep and I'll just only be at peace in non-existence where all is gone and forgotten, to suffer in this existence truly is an abomination.
 
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Katam

Katam

Annihilation shall begin
Mar 20, 2026
32
Either a firearm or a big firecracker/salute shell
 
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litany_of_thoughts

litany_of_thoughts

Member
Jan 19, 2026
50
definitely an opiate OD (and if I could 100% guarantee it wouldn't cause any SI) some acid a few hours before. A nice lil final trip before leaving would be peaceful
 
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phoebusapollo

Astronomicus
Oct 9, 2025
31
Shotgun loaded with a slug to the head boing boing 🥲😂 but firearms are impossible to get here. But yes most definitely a big ass bullet to the brain. I'd prefer N but I also dont mind becoming a pice of modern art and painting my surroundings with my brain and blood.
 
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MyMomWasMyLife

Member
May 2, 2026
88
Dr assisted suicide. That way I know it'll be done right. Just lay down and go to sleep.
 
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UserFromNowhere

UserFromNowhere

Trial Mod
May 4, 2025
396
If I had access to any high locations, I would jump. Just running up to the edge and jumping off it without standing on the ledge and hitting the ground, preferably with no one in harms way or to see. Maybe off a high cliff or a bridge over the ocean, even perhaps a tall building at night with no one on the ground. I think it would be peaceful, but unfortunately it's not a method I have access to.
 
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♡Sayori_Kinnie♡

♡Sayori_Kinnie♡

Member
Feb 4, 2026
18
Me jumping...and you?
Jumping or hanging. I had the chance to when I was 13, while on vacation at a hotel, because our room was quite high up. Could've climbed even higher or even got to the rooftop, and jumped.

I got too scared, and I didn't. I'm never sure whether or not I regret it.
 
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cantthinkrn

cantthinkrn

New Member
Feb 18, 2022
4
Gun shot or jumping takes one quick decision that you can't take back and can't be sure (many people live through that shit somehow). Drugs more peaceful, but also not a guaranteed death. If there was one way that I could guarantee peaceful death in a peaceful calm levelheaded way, I would have done years ago. Maybe Canada is on to something.
 
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ewlife

ewlife

:(
Oct 4, 2023
65
Heroin because it's peaceful and euphoric
 
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coolcow1289

coolcow1289

Student
Mar 17, 2026
110
jumping. I have access to a 2000 ft fall at work. Instant and painless. It'll be my way.
 
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tomame

tomame

forlorn 💔
Dec 28, 2025
202
lethal injection with a small audience of people i've hurt the most
 
Bishop

Bishop

This is the way
Mar 24, 2024
325
Gun shot or jumping takes one quick decision that you can't take back and can't be sure (many people live through that shit somehow). Drugs more peaceful, but also not a guaranteed death. If there was one way that I could guarantee peaceful death in a peaceful calm levelheaded way, I would have done years ago. Maybe Canada is on to something.
Yes some people have survived jumping from the Golden Gate Bridge
 
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abcdefg789

Member
May 8, 2026
85
Sadly, no method other than N appeals to me...
I've always wanted to go in my sleep...
This really sucks :(
Is N available for purchase anywhere? How do you get your hands on it?

Or is it impossible to get a hold of?
 
AntsInARow

AntsInARow

"All this buttoning and unbuttoning."
Sep 23, 2025
12
heroin overdose, pretty much impossible to do reliably the first time in real life
 
Leonard_Bangley39

Leonard_Bangley39

I am a rock. I am an island
Nov 6, 2025
326
i always liked the idea of carbon monoxide because i could ctb while im asleep and feel nothing.

I dont want to ctb as much as i did a couple months ago so if i had 100% guarenteed access to it rn i dont think i would do it
 
bg733

bg733

The Day That Never Comes
Nov 26, 2025
19
armas de fogo e injeção letal
 
cowboypants

cowboypants

From milkyway
May 7, 2024
576
Assisted euthanasia.

I feel scared to die alone low-key. I have hallucination/ delusional thoughts of ghosts and stuff. And having to do stuff in the middle of the night is far from comfortable for me. Just sleeping in a hotel is scary enough for me. I can face it but
 

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