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hmnow

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Jul 29, 2025
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If you were guaranteed a quick painless death right now. Would you choose it

I have to think from time to time I should just do it now so I'd take the offer
 
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JeyJeyOfJeypore

Student
Jun 4, 2026
142
Guaranteed a critical success?

But im having too much fun being alive
 
Quietist

Quietist

🌹 🗡️
Sep 6, 2024
341
The logical part of me wants to say yes, because weighing the alternative, I know that my problems won't rectify outside of a literal fucking miracle.

But the idealistic (and fearful) part of me is still holding out for a better life or hoping to get rectified with God or some shit before dying.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,832
Of course and I'd be long gone from this terrible, torturous and dreadful existence if I could access such, all I want is the peace of non-existence, I'll just always see existence as a mistake that only ever tortures existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, to suffer in this existence truly is an abomination and it's so terrible how this existence was imposed.

I just wish I could erase this existence so it's like I never suffered at all, nothing no matter what would make me wish for the torturous, futile burden of existence rather I just want true permanent peace, I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to exist in every way and it's just so horrible to me how a human can be tortured in this existence for decades longer just to face the terrible extreme agony of old age.
 
glowing.purple.aura

glowing.purple.aura

Student
Sep 15, 2025
110
Absolutely. I wouldn't mind dying at any moment—especially if it was quick and painless. I'd feel bad for whoever has to witness it (if anyone), but...

I GOTTA PUT ME FIRST.
 
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Fadenself00_

Fadenself00_

Tribute to GasMonkey coming soon™
Sep 21, 2025
347
Have a method, but no, not yet.. Still a med to try for my SI to give in
 
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Kokonoe

Kokonoe

Worthless, Broken Doll
Apr 20, 2023
123
yes. without hesitation.
 
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volo

Student
Apr 22, 2026
171
If you were guaranteed a quick painless death right now. Would you choose it

I have to think from time to time I should just do it now so I'd take the offer
Oh Definitely. But none of the methods we have are that: guaranteed, or quick, or painless
 
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iwkmsssb

iwkmsssb

what is it that i am?
Jun 8, 2026
90
i want to but i'm scared of what i'll leave behind, but i really should take the offer
 
Leonard_Bangley39

Leonard_Bangley39

I am a rock. I am an island
Nov 6, 2025
345
i think i would. I've lived long enough, there's nothing better from here on
 
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Oiled Sandwich

Oiled Sandwich

Lazy Aspiring Demonolator
Jun 10, 2026
46
Fuck yes. Give me that sweet release I've been seeking.
 
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rmsorensen

Member
Sep 10, 2019
19
If you were guaranteed a quick painless death right now. Would you choose it

I have to think from time to time I should just do it now so I'd take the offer
yes, most likely, I would. It always circles back to this feeling, and it's probably the only sane thought I ever think.
 
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ZeroRedz02

Member
May 21, 2026
88
If you were guaranteed a quick painless death right now. Would you choose it

I have to think from time to time I should just do it now so I'd take the offer
I would do it, without thinking a micro-second of it, it would be now or never choice
 
Mrs. T-800

Mrs. T-800

schwarzenegger fangirl ♡t-800 from t2 is my love♡
Nov 25, 2025
92
Yes, I think so. Not in this exact moment. It's a dark grey sky right now. If I could go up into my room when it's a sunny afternoon, lay down in bed, begin to daydream, and close my eyes to never more open them… it'd be good ending. I would like that very much.
 
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ZeroRedz02

Member
May 21, 2026
88
Yes, I think so. Not in this exact moment. It's a dark grey sky right now. If I could go up into my room when it's a sunny afternoon, lay down in bed, begin to daydream, and close my eyes to never more open them… it'd be good ending. I would like that very much.
I do that too i hope i will not open my eyes anymore everytime i sleep but that is realistically theoretically impossible because we are young people
 

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