Sleeper System
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- May 5, 2022
- 776
Anything to escape this hamster wheel called life.
Why does it feel like the past is brighter than the future?
Even if the past sucked, the future seems filled with even more hardship and struggle. I just want to be at peace.
Tired of waking up every day and working at a place I hate.
Will probably have to work until I die of natural causes. Die poor and in no better shape than I was when I started.
Sick of thinking about the economy and how one day I might not even have a place to live or be able to afford simple life necessities.
The only good thing is I don't have any children or a wife. I have 3 maybe 4 relatives and after they go I'm all alone. Even the government won't be able to help me when the time comes. I just feel so lost and everything is so pointless.
I go to sleep afraid. Afraid of losing what little I have. Afraid that more burden is going to be placed on me and I won't be able to take it.
I'm just tired. I know millions of people feel like this but somehow it feels so solitary like it's everyone in this world for themselves and that's supposed to be fine.
I dont know what's wrong with me. I wish I could fix me.
Why does it feel like the past is brighter than the future?
Even if the past sucked, the future seems filled with even more hardship and struggle. I just want to be at peace.
Tired of waking up every day and working at a place I hate.
Will probably have to work until I die of natural causes. Die poor and in no better shape than I was when I started.
Sick of thinking about the economy and how one day I might not even have a place to live or be able to afford simple life necessities.
The only good thing is I don't have any children or a wife. I have 3 maybe 4 relatives and after they go I'm all alone. Even the government won't be able to help me when the time comes. I just feel so lost and everything is so pointless.
I go to sleep afraid. Afraid of losing what little I have. Afraid that more burden is going to be placed on me and I won't be able to take it.
I'm just tired. I know millions of people feel like this but somehow it feels so solitary like it's everyone in this world for themselves and that's supposed to be fine.
I dont know what's wrong with me. I wish I could fix me.
