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TheDog_

TheDog_

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Feb 25, 2023
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Tired
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,191
I understand feeling so tired of suffering in this existence, I really wish that suicide is straightforward, to me it'd be such a relief to just be able to cease existing in peace. But anyway best wishes, I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.
 
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awaitingdeath

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Jun 12, 2024
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It's so tiring to keep thinking about different suicide methods and worrying what if it fails and makes life 100x more miserable. Someday I will definitely travel to the US and pay a hoodlum to shoot me dead. All of the other methods looks far fetched to me.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,344
Someone shoot me in the head and explode my brain

 
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zanahori

zanahori

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Jul 21, 2023
85
me too oomfie
 
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ADBoy777

ADBoy777

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May 16, 2024
183
Same here if you find someone let me know too😆🫠
 
divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
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I have fantasies everyday of being murdered
 
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M48 Patton

Student
Jun 2, 2024
122
As long as it was relatively clean and painless. To be fair if I knew I was going to bleed out I could probably deal with it. Just don't want to have any limbs taken off
I have fantasies everyday of being murdered
Same. Just so it takes away some of my control
 
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ctbcat

ctbcat

Tomorrow Is Nearly Yesterday & Everyday Is Stupid
Jul 14, 2023
241
same :-] ...something almost romantic about exit wounds
 
damienlerone03

damienlerone03

reject humanity, return to monke
May 5, 2024
1,245
ouchie that would hurt, i wonder if ill go down immediately or ill like slowly fall to the ground dramatically like the protagonists do in bollywood movies💀
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Global Mod | Anorexic Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
2,197
Feeling this..
 
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SeekingPeace164

SeekingPeace164

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Mar 20, 2024
98
Sometimes I think about provoking my crazy ex to kill me, but unfortunately he "found god" so not gonna happen
 
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dolemitedrums

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Jun 12, 2024
447
It would sure save us a bit of work ourselves wouldn't it.
 
etherealspring

etherealspring

can someone just kill me already
Mar 27, 2024
281
i feel the same way
 
rednights

rednights

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Jun 5, 2024
45
I feel that. It would be nice for getting out to be that simple, to not have to worry about any potential consequences or aftermath.
 
Metalhead

Metalhead

Born slippy
Sep 21, 2020
213
For me I'd like it to happen without any knowing, just turn a corner & bam 💥 lights out…
 
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tankapi

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May 19, 2024
44
I know what you mean. I'm in a country where it's really hard to get a gun. Police have been a big part of why I'm suicidal (I'm not a criminal, but their investigation of someone close to me repeatedly traumatized me and led to constant harassment). But I don't fit their preferred demographic to murder. I'd probably end up tazed and further humiliated if I tried to suicide-by-cop.
 
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Marie France

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Jun 28, 2024
11
Je sympathise, je ressens la même chose
 

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