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Arlowantsushi

Arlowantsushi

Trying my best
Feb 4, 2026
54
I'm about to move in with my uncle & his girlfriend & his girlfriend owns many hunting guns.

What is the best way to shoot myself?

I think it'll be my best way to get out if here quickly but i don't wanna fuck up and miss or like paralyze myself or something. she doesn't have a shotgun i don't think.

If anyone could give me tips or point me in the direction to learn how to properly exicute it i would very much appreciate it!
 
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regal20

regal20

Student
Sep 19, 2022
100
Before you even think about doing anything involving your uncle's girlfriend's guns, you have to make 100% sure you won't cause serious legal trouble for them (or anyone else).
Guns are heavily regulated in most places. If something happens with one of her firearms, she could face huge legal problems: losing her guns, charges, investigations, etc. Same for your uncle if he's living there. You don't want to drag innocent people into a nightmare like that.
 
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Arlowantsushi

Arlowantsushi

Trying my best
Feb 4, 2026
54
Before you even think about doing anything involving your uncle's girlfriend's guns, you have to make 100% sure you won't cause serious legal trouble for them (or anyone else).
Guns are heavily regulated in most places. If something happens with one of her firearms, she could face huge legal problems: losing her guns, charges, investigations, etc. Same for your uncle if he's living there. You don't want to drag innocent people into a nightmare like that.
She has the guns legally, and stores them legally. My plan is to steal the ley to the lock box.
would that still get her in trouble?
 
charlavail

charlavail

trying to figure out the point
Mar 19, 2026
154
yes, you can still bring them legal trouble. if you're in an area where guns are easily accessable you're better off buying your own instead of potentially causing them serious legal problems.
 
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rnoah03

rnoah03

Money didn’t buy happiness.
Mar 24, 2026
15
Chances of bringing her trouble are very low,

Especially if you are an adult, and leave notes and you're making that conscious decision.

Suicide typically doesn't end in legal troubles for the owner of the gun, you see that in mass shootings, violent crimes etc
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Elementalist
Nov 12, 2025
867
May I ask… moving in with them won't change anything for you? Are your reasons to CTB so permanent that they have no chance of changing or improving with your change in living situation? If not, I'd give living with them a chance, sometimes all we really need is a change of scenery.
 
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Arlowantsushi

Arlowantsushi

Trying my best
Feb 4, 2026
54
yes, you can still bring them legal trouble. if you're in an area where guns are easily accessable you're better off buying your own instead of potentially causing them serious legal problems.
its hard to just go get one as i live in canada. also she follow all gun handling rules and stores them in a locked lock box in the basment which is the law in storing guns in canada.
May I ask… moving in with them won't change anything for you? Are your reasons to CTB so permanent that they have no chance of changing or improving with your change in living situation? If not, I'd give living with them a chance, sometimes all we really need is a change of scenery.
i dont think theres anything that would change my "reasons". my life at the moment isnt really all that bad compared to others.
ive been trying to kill myself since i was like 13
 
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Painforever

Member
Feb 15, 2026
46
Theres a thread somewhere on this website

But if you shoot the forehead or temple you can fuck it up
If you shoot inside the mouth towards the brain its almost impossible to fail
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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I was going to ask if you've ever shot a gun before, like loaded and shot a gun, but I suppose it doesn't matter now. You could go on YouTube and search for videos on whatever type of guns she has and figure it out pretty easily.
It just struck me as odd, we have all this technology to help us out, but it's still as difficult as ever. Feels that way at least.
 
ireallywasnttogopls

ireallywasnttogopls

save our souls
Oct 8, 2023
93
Shotgun, place at side of the head above the ear
 
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enough of this

enough of this

Arcanist
Jun 4, 2023
438
I'm seriously considering this. It would be the quickest and most reliable way to CTB.
 
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idksympxthy

idksympxthy

hey, did you know...? my blood is black!
Apr 11, 2026
56
Shotgun, place at side of the head above the ear
Would you feel it? The idea of shooting myself has crossed the mind a couple of times but only with something like a pistol but idk anything about guns so that might not even work. The idea of a shotgun point blank in that area... i'd hope it'd be instant lights out
 
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ireallywasnttogopls

ireallywasnttogopls

save our souls
Oct 8, 2023
93
Would you feel it? The idea of shooting myself has crossed the mind a couple of times but only with something like a pistol but idk anything about guns so that might not even work. The idea of a shotgun point blank in that area... i'd hope it'd be instant lights out
It is instant lights out, quicker then any other method

It's direct penetrating trauma to the brain which processes your consciousness


I honestly think it would be difficult to NOT knock yourself out with a headshot
 
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Arlowantsushi

Arlowantsushi

Trying my best
Feb 4, 2026
54
I was going to ask if you've ever shot a gun before, like loaded and shot a gun, but I suppose it doesn't matter now. You could go on YouTube and search for videos on whatever type of guns she has and figure it out pretty easily.
It just struck me as odd, we have all this technology to help us out, but it's still as difficult as ever. Feels that way at least.
shes gonna tech me how to use them at some point. were gonna go to a shooting range
update: she does have a shotgun so that's probably what I'm gonna go with to assure it works.
BUT i founf out last night shes not gonna be keeping them here so i need a new plan
 

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