I wish I never existed

[Swan16]

I wish I never existed, I wish I wasn't here writing this thread, I wish I wasn't here breathing the air. I hate living so much, it's so exhausting and tiring. I wish my mother got an abortion and rid me from this world. Am not ready to be in my 20's am not ready to live anymore years or decades on this planet. This world is full of evil, corruption, greed, corporations, governments, war, etc. I just want to be nonexistent, in the void there is no pain, no suffering, no fear, no happiness, no joy, no love, nothing, that sounds like true bliss, and I was taken from it, and for what? To be someone's son? To be something I didn't ask to be? To be apart of something I didn't want to be apart of? I truly hate it here.

 

[zrk]

felt

 

[Wojaczek]

that would have been the best option

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

I also wish I had i had never been born

 

[Liebestod]

I not only wish that I never existed, I wish that the universe never existed.

 

[sickofeverything]

Feel exactly the same. It's worse knowing when I was born I almost killed myself and my mom, if only I died at birth, don't want to hurt my mom by killing her but knowing I was so close to being dead at birth and instead being forced to be here at all and then having to do it myself makes it worse :/