I wish none of you were suffering

[wildflowers1996]

and I wish you all could be happy and not feel the need to ctb
People here seem so nice :(

 

[amra81nz]

i appreciate that. and im sure we feel the same for you

 

[Throwawayacc3]

Yeah. I think the word "happy" is the wrong word though. It's like the Bring Me The Horizon song - Happy Song.

But if we sing a long
A little fucking louder
To a happy song
And pretend it's all ok.

I think the right word is "content". Happy to me is a masses term. It's a key word on social media. Brain washing propaganda stuff.

 

[jellie]

thats so sweet :)
i feel the same way when i come on here. i wish everyones lives were better and we werent all drawn here for one reason or another. when i see posts of people saying goodbye, i always hope the best for them and think of them the whole day so that at least someone out there is caring for them.

 

[Mi Mi]

and I wish you all could be happy and not feel the need to ctb
People here seem so nice :(

Yes
I feel the same
I would sacrifice myself for everyone to be better if I could
I get so much encouragement and love here
I hate that we feel this way
But I love how supportive we are

 

[FuneralCry]

I don't believe in the idea of "happiness" it makes no sense to me as I find existence so incredibly undesirable in every way possible. There is nothing "happy" about how humans so harmfully impose existence, I see human existence as an abomination and consciousness as a curse, to me it's very tragic how life even evolved at all. What you wish for doesn't apply to absolutely everyone else, it's fine if you want this but I would never do under any circumstances, I don't want to feel anything, I simply wish to not-exist, I only see beauty in the peace of an eternal and dreamless sleep.

I honestly don't understand what makes people believe that deep down everyone wants life, I'd never wish to be burdened with this hellish and harmful existence for decades on end just to be tormented by old age and die anyway, existence itself is the problem to me and I'll suffer as long as I'm trapped here, to me existence will always be evil as it's the source of all suffering and I don't want to suffer in any way.

 

[Kit1]

Just love the name you have chosen - Wildflowers 1996. Sounds lovely.

 

[lostforever77]

and I wish you all could be happy and not feel the need to ctb
People here seem so nice :(

Thank you dear, I feel the same 100 percent. I do not think I will ever truly understand the world. Why people do not care for reach other, why they can not see the suffering right in front of them. I hope that you can find happiness and belonging in this life.

 

[bipbapbop]

and I wish you all could be happy and not feel the need to ctb
People here seem so nice :(

Thank you so much. I wish the same for you.

 

[RosesFlourish]

"Oh, 'cause nobody's lookin' to die
When they're happy inside"
-It Is What It Is by Mayday Parade

Thank you for your post. I hope you find lots of happiness!

 

[Raindancer]

That is how I feel and thank you for that, it means a lot. I remember my first few weeks reading and the amount of suffering was overwhelming. It may sound contrite but when I write the same thing on goodbye threads, but I honestly wish us all peace above anything.

 

[trashprincess]

Thanks Me too

And I wish the same for you

 

[Malaria]

You're too kind. I wish you didn't have to suffer either.

 

[cosmic-freedom]

I wish the same for you.I wish we didn't have to feel pushed into a corner.

 

[turbomightbegone]

this genuinely felt somewhat comforting,, i haven't had this feeling in a while. thank you op, i hope you'll be okay aswell.

 

[Arachno]

This is really kind and sweet of you, thank you so much (:
I wish you the same. I think people are nice here too.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Thx for your kind words!

Nobody should be suffering in a way so that CTB has to be contemplated as relief.

I hope we all can find ways to go on with less to no suffering at all.

 

[rozeske]

Aww so sweet! Me too...I wish the same for y'all too!

 

[grungy自殺]

You're all sweet..

 

[limeoctave]

thank you so much and I wish the same for you!

 

[justcallmeJ]

It saddens me, why do we have to suffer this much but actual evil people get to grow old. Its not fair :(