I wish I looked better.

[OctaviasBurner]

I want to kill myself because of the way I look- I said it. Life's been shitty sure, but if I looked amazing I would be content. I can now barely bring myself out of bed, Ive called in sick to work just because I feel like I don't look good enough. I've brought this up in therapy, where I was told to delete social media. I can't, and now I wanna ctb.