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Unlucky777

Unlucky777

Arcanist
Dec 10, 2025
406
I wish I could shut my thoughts off without having to keel myself. I hate my thoughts and wish I could make them stop for good.

Thoughts are torture especially when you are alone. I think eventually my thoughts will be the reason I pull the plug on myself.
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,161
I feel you because I'm alone too and I have conversations with myself in my head and fictional conversations. That's why I think I have autism. My brain cannot stop analyzing things, sounds and many more things ... Overthinking really sucks. I must sometimes take sleeping pills because of overthinking.
 
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dead dav

dead dav

Specialist
Feb 27, 2025
345
Intrusive thoughts are horrible I get the urge to strangle myself all the time if I pick up Knife I get the urge to plunge it into my chest my mind goes through different methods to hurt myself ugh
 
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