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LemonadeArc
L'Arc
- Sep 11, 2023
- 4
I'm lost, forever lost. I just feel like it is really that time, when you don't feel attached to life anymore, everything just hurts and annoys me. Went to the doctor and he tries to keep me in a right track that simply doesn't work with me. Got myself a girlfriend but I don't feel like anything I do is enough, I can't give her what she deserves. My mind is a complete mess, I can't even get myself to eat properly, I just hate food as a whole. I don't have any friends left, everyone is long gone. I'm really thinking it, now more than ever feels like the correct time, just a split-second decision and be gone forever. I won't even say goodbye, it's such a vomit inducing shore.