• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
Abyssal

Abyssal

Probably gonna die soon maybe?
Nov 26, 2023
1,326
I don't give a shit anymore and I'm going to yet again try night night but I'll probably fail. Tired of being a failure that can't even kill myself correctly so I'm setting up a timed message to say I did it. Hi it's this!! Set for my birthday because how magical and wondrous!! I lived until 2 weeks before I turned 22 if yall are interested idk.

The plan: if it doesn't work keep trying. Yeah no really that's it. Im tired of this I can't do this any more and I'm at the point where I just gotta go for it who cares.

Don't mourn me or whatever, I won't miss yall even if we got on good terms and im dying with hate for everything. I don't feel anything for anyone right now so don't even miss me like seriously.

Y'all probably aren't gonna see this and I'll just delete and return or stay in chat once I chicken out like always but thoughts I'd make a post just in case.
 
  • Hugs
  • Love
  • Like
Reactions: damienlerone03, Quinton Coldwater, Unknown21 and 11 others
W

whywere

Angelic
Jun 26, 2020
4,012
You are a good friend and HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

You are truly precious, and I care about YOU, and I can understand your frustration(s), as I at 68 have been there before a lot and you are family to/for me.

Walter
 
  • Love
Reactions: Praestat_Mori
D

dolemitedrums

Arcanist
Jun 12, 2024
447
22 is very young. I hope you have a good birthday.
 
  • Hugs
  • Love
Reactions: Praestat_Mori and whywere
P

Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,367
🎂HAPPY BIRTHDAY🎂

I hope you're still with us and you're not worthless! :heart:

I'm sorry you have to go though all this, we're here for you!
 
  • Love
Reactions: whywere
A

avalon_

Wizard
Jun 2, 2024
651
This is the weirdest goodbye thread ever.

Rest well.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: whywere
billie

billie

take me back to the night we met
Mar 31, 2024
622
Happy birthday and i hope you find the peace you are looking for
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: whywere
dude no.7

dude no.7

Member
May 10, 2024
9
I don't give a shit anymore and I'm going to yet again try night night but I'll probably fail. Tired of being a failure that can't even kill myself correctly so I'm setting up a timed message to say I did it. Hi it's this!! Set for my birthday because how magical and wondrous!! I lived until 2 weeks before I turned 22 if yall are interested idk.

The plan: if it doesn't work keep trying. Yeah no really that's it. Im tired of this I can't do this any more and I'm at the point where I just gotta go for it who cares.

Don't mourn me or whatever, I won't miss yall even if we got on good terms and im dying with hate for everything. I don't feel anything for anyone right now so don't even miss me like seriously.

Y'all probably aren't gonna see this and I'll just delete and return or stay in chat once I chicken out like always but thoughts I'd make a post just in case.
happy birthday bro
 
logi3535

logi3535

im a mess
Jan 8, 2024
131
i cant believe i missed your birthday :( happy belated birthday abyssal, i hope that if you went through with it succesfully, then you're at peace now :heart: im still gonna miss you even if we didn't talk much,,,
 
lita-lassi

lita-lassi

let me spell it out for you: go to hell
Sep 25, 2023
614
happy birthday 🖤 :( so sorry to see it come to this with someone only 22
 

Similar threads

Liebestod
Replies
2
Views
257
Suicide Discussion
Matchaaa
Matchaaa
juniforest
Replies
0
Views
231
Suicide Discussion
juniforest
juniforest
cubibibibism
Replies
0
Views
263
Suicide Discussion
cubibibibism
cubibibibism
catbunny
Replies
33
Views
896
Suicide Discussion
gardenhouse
G
magicdeathbutton
Replies
1
Views
227
Suicide Discussion
darksouls
darksouls