Venting I will never be enough.

[LemonadeArc]

I'm lost, forever lost. I just feel like it is really that time, when you don't feel attached to life anymore, everything just hurts and annoys me. Went to the doctor and he tries to keep me in a right track that simply doesn't work with me. Got myself a girlfriend but I don't feel like anything I do is enough, I can't give her what she deserves. My mind is a complete mess, I can't even get myself to eat properly, I just hate food as a whole. I don't have any friends left, everyone is long gone. I'm really thinking it, now more than ever feels like the correct time, just a split-second decision and be gone forever. I won't even say goodbye, it's such a vomit inducing shore.

 

[imissmycat]

I feel you. I am at the exact same place right now, feel the exact same way at least once every day. I don't know if that helps but there's nothing else I can say.

 

[hopelessgirl]

Same :-(

 

[hopelessoceanic25]

It feels like I'm living in just an endless loop of misery. Truly does suck.

 

[FuneralCry]

I certainly understand that it's so dreadful and tiring suffering in this existence, I find existing painful as well, all I wish for is to be permanently free from it. But anyway best wishes.

 

[catnowmeowmeow]

I also feeling extremely un attached, the only way I'm enjoying things is knowing that it may be the last time

 

[Cute_&_Loving]

I'm really sorry…. We all here know how hard it is to live in constant pain and misery, surrounded by happy people who will never understand and tend to look down on us…. I'm really sorry

 

[Arahant]

I can relate so much to this.

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