I was so stupid

[Ai-chan]

I can't believe I thought things would get better
I can't believe I thought that I would do well in grad school
I can't believe I thought I would be happy once I moved out to go to grad school
I can't believe I thought getting a dog was a good idea
I can't believe I thought continuing my shit existence was a good idea
I wish I died. I need to rehome my dog. Idk what to do for her. I failed her in every way possible. I failed everything. I failed my internship . I almost got kicked out of grad school. I failed to get and keep a job. I failed everything
I should just die already.

 

[Ethernatuskoi]

I feel the same way. I feel useless, incapable of anything. I would like to move on but it is very difficult, so I intend to ctb this year.

Just the fact that I'm alive is already a failure.