I was away for a while

[montimoo]

I left for so long thinking it got better and it truly doesn't. I'm so so lost. My life has been a repeating cycle of "just get through this week" over and over and over again for over a decade now. I'm so fucking lost, I don't even know what to do anymore

 

[bridgegirl]

Yeah, the one day at a time or one week at a time thing wears really, really thin after doing it for a while.

 

[Liminal1]

Same. Im so tired of just waking up and having to face another day. I feel like I just want to give up at this point

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be tiring being trapped in that situation but anyway best wishes.

 

[montimoo]

I left for so long thinking it got better and it truly doesn't. I'm so so lost. My life has been a repeating cycle of "just get through this week" over and over and over again for over a decade now. I'm so fucking lost, I don't even know what to do anymore

I don't even know why I'm still here :( hasn't gotten any better and never will so k wonder truly what there is for me anymore