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HowlingCoyote

HowlingCoyote

" and i said hell is the sun, "
Jan 14, 2026
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im so tired. i want to give up. im tired of crying everyday. im tired of having to pretend its all okay. im so so so tired... my birthday is the 7th of february and i cant even be excited for that. theres no point in it anymore i dont think i can survive this year..
 
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Terrible_Life

Terrible_Life

Wizard
Jul 3, 2025
622
I feel the same .
I wish I could hang myself right now
 
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SufferingDev

SufferingDev

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Aug 4, 2024
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Feel that birthday part - mine's on 1st and I am sure Ill forget. Crying everyday - used to do that, don't know why I cannot just cry now, but don't pretend it's all okay - I did that for some time and it backfired like crazy.

Express what you feel - pretending anything won't make things better, really.
 
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