I want to CTB because I look horrible

[zdeweilx]

Can someone tell me in private if i should CTB based on my ugly looks please.
I need motivation to do it

 

[U. A.]

Well, no, you shouldn't is my opinion, and anyone who tells you that you should is a sadistic blackpiller.
Yes people are fucking shallow but unless you are being severely inescapably abused strictly because of your appearance, this is not a good reason to literally kill yourself.
Feeling down because you don't match society's attractiveness standard is one thing. Dying over it is another.

 

[zdeweilx]

Well, no, you shouldn't is my opinion, and anyone who tells you that you should is a sadistic blackpiller.
Yes people are fucking shallow but unless you are being severely inescapably abused strictly because of your appearance, this is not a good reason to literally kill yourself.
Feeling down because you don't match society's attractiveness standard is one thing. Dying over it is another.

Thanks, but i look very horrible and it wasted my life. On top of having incurable illnesses, having been abused by my genitors as a child, and so on. I could've moved on from this and restarted a new life if i had good looks, but i dont.

 

[darksouls]

society is abomination

 

[nightlighter]

hey man I dont know what you look like but as someone who suffered with this same idea for 5 years i understand why you think its the very end of everything. have people told you things that have made you believe you look horrible? or is it self proclaimed? it is infact never over to be fair, im happy to talk to about this in private as you said and what not. whatever bp mindset you follow, know its made to make you feel like shit, that whole community and idea is a mess and because you focus on the thought that you believe you look horrible you link every bad thing that happens to you back to it.

 

[zdeweilx]

society is abomination

It is

hey man I dont know what you look like but as someone who suffered with this same idea for 5 years i understand why you think its the very end of everything. have people told you things that have made you believe you look horrible? or is it self proclaimed? it is infact never over to be fair, im happy to talk to about this in private as you said and what not. whatever bp mindset you follow, know its made to make you feel like shit, that whole community and idea is a mess and because you focus on the thought that you believe you look horrible you link every bad thing that happens to you back to it.

Hey, thanks for your answer. To be honest i can tell i'm horrible by seeing how people treat me in general, i'm always being ignored or not being taken seriously, i don't even identify as a blackpiller, most blackpillers are a bit retarded to me, but i do think looks can make or break a man's life and sadly i ended up on the wrong side of the coin