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cat0boy

cat0boy

misanthropic final boss
Jan 7, 2026
7
i want to take the rest of my pain reliefs that ive had since i got the flu (50-70 pills?) , n prolly drink whatever wine i have left. i lost hope completely and i just want out. i want weed so bad but i cant get any and i just want my life over with. everythings so bad but talking about it is just a waste of time. i want out, and bad, im praying i dont pussy out like all the other times
 
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monetpompo

monetpompo

you've got everything now
Apr 21, 2025
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i want to take the rest of my pain reliefs that ive had since i got the flu (50-70 pills?) , n prolly drink whatever wine i have left

yer just gonna puke. a lot of people try to od on painkillers but it typically just leads to a failed attempt. i hope you feel better :(
 
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monetpompo

monetpompo

you've got everything now
Apr 21, 2025
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not even w alcohol?
no. once you unlock the search bar you can look up attempts to od with alcohol and it usually ends the same with them waking up or getting found and resuscitated. the same goes for attempts with antidepressants and other pills.
 
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cat0boy

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misanthropic final boss
Jan 7, 2026
7
no. once you unlock the search bar you can look up attempts to od with alcohol and it usually ends the same with them waking up or getting found and resuscitated. the same goes for attempts with antidepressants and other pills.
i dont know what else to do
 

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