societyhater
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- Jan 22, 2025
- 12
Im sorry for my bad English
After I decided
I had booked a room in my city
had everything decided and setup
1 hour before drinking SN 600mg of Ibuprofen for pain relief
45 minutes before 3 X 10mg of ondansetron for vomiting
After taking ibrufen I start to play songs and I was just about to earse my phone's data
But then I received the call from my girlfriend she's missing me and wanted to meet me right now I didn't knew what was the reason but I decided to see her one last time after we met she said she's not feeling good of her situation in her family and she's scared of losing me
I didn't know what to do and decided to go out with her and we talked a lot and enjoyed a lot made memories again I dropped her to her house before going in she kissed me and said she dont know what she'll do to herself if I ever leave her
after the day ended i got back to my hotel room I just couldn't continue and decided to rethink or postpone
Her parents are currently forcing her into an arranged marriage and she's not feeling well about this, last time we were together she broke up with me. I dont know why call me im gone im already dead inside there is no fix for me because we both know you'll be gone with someone else again you will leave me when the time will come it doesn't not makes sense nothing makes sense
I will soon try it again in the meantime i will try to live and rethink but deep down im already dead inside and I know I just need to go
After I decided
I had booked a room in my city
had everything decided and setup
1 hour before drinking SN 600mg of Ibuprofen for pain relief
45 minutes before 3 X 10mg of ondansetron for vomiting
After taking ibrufen I start to play songs and I was just about to earse my phone's data
But then I received the call from my girlfriend she's missing me and wanted to meet me right now I didn't knew what was the reason but I decided to see her one last time after we met she said she's not feeling good of her situation in her family and she's scared of losing me
I didn't know what to do and decided to go out with her and we talked a lot and enjoyed a lot made memories again I dropped her to her house before going in she kissed me and said she dont know what she'll do to herself if I ever leave her
after the day ended i got back to my hotel room I just couldn't continue and decided to rethink or postpone
Her parents are currently forcing her into an arranged marriage and she's not feeling well about this, last time we were together she broke up with me. I dont know why call me im gone im already dead inside there is no fix for me because we both know you'll be gone with someone else again you will leave me when the time will come it doesn't not makes sense nothing makes sense
I will soon try it again in the meantime i will try to live and rethink but deep down im already dead inside and I know I just need to go
