bluupup
he/him
- Jun 7, 2026
- 30
she did it. her girlfriend CTB by SN and she decided she was going to CTB. she's already died twice by heroin overdose and mustard gas, but been resuscitated. she tried to get hit by a train. she hasn't responded to any of my messages and I'm so scared. I feel so bad for her, she has the worst trauma I've ever heard of, and I genuinely don't know what to do. I cant call the facility she lives in, and she obviously wont answer the phone. I'm so sad. I feel angry at myself because I cant even cry for her. I cant cry at all at this point and I know I sound like some edgy teen but I just cant, and i feel so bad. I don't even want to break the news to some of our mutual friends, especially not my sister. I don't know what to do. please, I need advice.
I hope you'll find peace whatever you'll decide.
