i think im on my way to recovery

[EternalDreams]

After acquiring everything I needed to ctb, I don't know but suddenly I've felt a sense of relief or peace, I haven't felt much negative emotion the past few weeks and I'm not sure as to why though but I'll definitely take advantage of this and postponing it indefinitely for a while. I'm also thinking as well of going into therapy. I hope everyone is doing well

 

[i dont feel real.]

Oh, that's nice dude! Pretty great. Best wishes for you. I hope you fully recover.

 

[justcallmeJ]

Thats great! Lots of luck with your recovery <3

 

[soulkitty]

That's amazing to hear, I'm so proud of you!!!

 

[EternalDreams]

thank you for the heartwarming comments everyone ♡

 

[arnxxx]

Weird how that happened. First you get all ctb stuff and then you lose the will to ctb? Does it have anything to do with each other?
I wish you all the best. I hope my time for feeling better will come too

 

[hamvil]

I wish you all the best and I hope that maybe I will feel a bit like you in the future, just a bit of happiness is what I am looking for nothing more.

 

[Dliena]

That is very very nice to hear OP! And hoping these wonderful feelings you experience can continue to be breezy blissful nice high for a long time!

 

[secretariat]

wow thats so great to hear! recovery can be a slippery slope but you can do it!! wishing lasting happiness for you :D

 

[BrokeN__lil’__girl]

That's amazing news!!! Best of luck!!!

 

[EternalDreams]

thank you for all the kind messages everyone <3 it means a lot to me

 

[Tired_of_myself]

I'm very happy for you, I hope this feeling remains and welcomes you forever :)

 

[arnxxx]

It's been a while now. How are you doing OP?

 

[EternalDreams]

It's been a while now. How are you doing OP?

I'm doing well thank you for asking!! There are still low moments though but I've been taking medications so it's not as worse as before

 

[arnxxx]

I'm doing well thank you for asking!! There are still low moments though but I've been taking medications so it's not as worse as before

How great! Glad for you. Wish I had the same experience.

 

[EternalDreams]

How great! Glad for you. Wish I had the same experience.

I'm really grateful for your kind words, I hope that someday you'll be able to feel what I feel. Hugs