Venting I think I’m gonna do it soon, I don’t even care what method anymore.

[gardenofaphrodite]

I think I'm just gonna take all the old prescriptions I have, all the anti-depressants, the sleeping meds, & a bunch of Ibuprofen again. Get really high (weed) & let myself slowly die. I'm desperate. I'm done with life. I have given my all into trying to enjoy life & I can't. I can't enjoy anything. I can't make anyone happy. I want to die so badly I'm even willing to slit my throat at this point. I wish my partner would leave me. I can't leave life like that or he'll do the same, & he has opportunities in life, he can still enjoy things. I hate my life.

Might even just go with the train method as a backup, I don't care if it's selfish I hate my life.

 

[TAW122]

I hope you are able to find the peace that you are looking for. As far as just taking old medications, I don't think your odds of success and comfort are high, it is also possible certain medications can react/interact negatively, causing you more suffering and likely failure.

 

[peaceindeath]

Do it somewhere they can't find you or you'll probably be resuscitated

 

[FuneralCry]

I don't think that the first 2 methods listed are particularly reliable, overdoses are known to fail and slitting throat is really difficult to even attempt because of the SI. But anyway I hope that you find freedom from your suffering, I don't really think the train method is selfish though, as after all we do exist in a society which denies people the options of more peaceful and reliable methods. If people get upset by train suicides it's the fault of this anti suicide society.

 

[Sparx]

Sleep meds, antidepressants & ibuprofen won't kill you.

 

[AresCohere]

Avoid the train method, but other than that I hold you go where you want to go. Life is cruel after all.

 

[gardenofaphrodite]

Sleep meds, antidepressants & ibuprofen won't kill you.

Ibuprofen almost killed me but I went to the hospital in time. I know if I take sleep meds & then the ibuprofen I'll likely OD in my sleep with mild discomfort, & if all else fails, train method.