Venting I Started My SN Regime Today...

[Defenestration]

Un grand merci à la chimie
Great décision

 

[natori]

We love ya girlie, wish you all the best! Glad to have you around and hope you feel the same ♡

 

[Chemi]

We love ya girlie, wish you all the best! Glad to have you around and hope you feel the same ♡

Ngl, I am incredibly disappointed in myself, but thank you natori <3

 

[Defenestration]

Please dont do ,remember you the terrible effets of this....

 

[Alive42long]

Hey everyone,

yesterday, I posted about starting my regimen for my CTB and vented about how it makes me feel uncertain, and I didn't expect it to blow up this much in the first place, but I'm very thankful it did.

So many of you reached out with incredible kindness and support. Your words really wrapped around me like the warmest hug when I needed it most, making me feel truly cared for in a way I haven't in a long time. They reminded me how valued I somehow am in this little corner of the internet, and showed me how much it means to me to be part of this community.

Thank you for accepting all of me, even the parts I usually hide. You all saw the light in me when I couldn't. That means everything.

Plus, I have met a very lovely friend on here. She is a big reason that keeps me going at the moment, and if she is reading this right now: love you, sweetie <3

I'm exhausted from everything, so I'm calling it for today. I am postponing my CTB to another day. All of this ain't a long-term fix for my problems, but it made me think I might have a few more weeks left in me.

Thank you all so much, and I hope I won't regret postponing my CTB too much :D

I'm sooo glad to hear from you! I hope that life doesn't make you consider this again. Please, be safe and wish to see more of your posts!

 

[Defenestration]

How are you today?

 

[Chemi]

How are you today?

feeling regretful and lost, but I'll be fine, like always

 

[kuroshimi]

feeling regretful and lost, but I'll be fine, like always

Glad to see you and have around. Best wishes! Please, take care.

 

[somethingisntreal]

I'm glad to know that you're still around!! I think of suicide as a positive thing. The thought of returning to nothingness is comforting and Imo you shouldn't do it unless you're certain that you really want it! Going out imagining what could've been and realising you're not ready and it's too late to turn back sounds horrible :(

Take care of yourself <3

 

[Defenestration]

Good evening @chimie

 

[INYGTRMTFMO]

I hope you do find peace. I also hope you can find this in life, if even just enough of it to make the time between here and the end survivable. Not because you're "too young to die" (although it is quite unfair for you or anyone your age to have already felt life to be so heavy) or "your death would make us sad" ( I would also be quite saddened to hear of your passing, but I'm an internet stranger and you don't owe me life or anything else) but because you deserve a life with peace and healing and kindness a better days ahead.

Whatever your plans for the holiday season, I hope you have moments of joy and peace.