disabledlife
Arcanist
- Jun 5, 2020
- 451
When I see documentaries on social inequalities, conflicts within families, for inheritances for example, bullying at school, the poor, the disabled, discrimination, violence, gangs, trafficking, theft, countergaƧons , organized crime, capitalism, wars, ugly people paid less at work than beautiful ones, gated communities, the beautifulpeople social network (a crap that discriminates against ugly people), the existence of misses monde, models, people strong, tall...
I have noticed that people who have destroyed other people (school bullying, teasing, the big and strong who crush, destroy the ugly little ones...) succeed in their lives, have a good life, very good health, have founded a family, have diplomas (are rich to pay for their studies and are not handicapped to study), are rich, very well paid... and, conversely, the victims of bullying at school, for example, the poor , ugly, disabled... remain poor, ugly, without diplomas, underpaid, on the street, without finding love...
I see all this unjust humanity, I want this world to change, for everyone to be equal, born equal, all the same, so that no one attacks anyone, and that no one is discriminated against, inferiorized... I don't can do nothing, I can only see all these horrors, injustices... without doing anything!!
I isolate myself more and more, I hate humans now, nature's worst mistake. Is nature hell? If a God really existed, there wouldn't be all these injustices, violence, wars. Only the demon can create such a world. Only the devil would allow stalkers to succeed in their lives and that victims of social harassment are condemned to never obtain justice and to have a shitty life, alone, isolated, inferiorized!
No matter how much people tell me that life is beautiful, that you have to be happy...
I am badly born, handicapped, I complain too much apparently according to the others.
Every night, I dream that I die in my sleep, that I can CTB without suffering and that the IS does not bother me! The pro-lifers are the worst torturers the world has ever created, for the simple fact that these people force everyone to live despite the will to die, and in the face of suffering, often calling them cowards, doing everything to intern them by force in psychiatric hospitals, even in prison!
It is almost impossible to benefit from euthanasia or assisted suicide in countries that have legalized it, if you only have mental illnesses, apparently, you are told that you are not able to decide on your death ... but who can judge your suffering?? It's demonic this way of judging you, and judging your desire to die!
I have noticed that people who have destroyed other people (school bullying, teasing, the big and strong who crush, destroy the ugly little ones...) succeed in their lives, have a good life, very good health, have founded a family, have diplomas (are rich to pay for their studies and are not handicapped to study), are rich, very well paid... and, conversely, the victims of bullying at school, for example, the poor , ugly, disabled... remain poor, ugly, without diplomas, underpaid, on the street, without finding love...
I see all this unjust humanity, I want this world to change, for everyone to be equal, born equal, all the same, so that no one attacks anyone, and that no one is discriminated against, inferiorized... I don't can do nothing, I can only see all these horrors, injustices... without doing anything!!
I isolate myself more and more, I hate humans now, nature's worst mistake. Is nature hell? If a God really existed, there wouldn't be all these injustices, violence, wars. Only the demon can create such a world. Only the devil would allow stalkers to succeed in their lives and that victims of social harassment are condemned to never obtain justice and to have a shitty life, alone, isolated, inferiorized!
No matter how much people tell me that life is beautiful, that you have to be happy...
I am badly born, handicapped, I complain too much apparently according to the others.
Every night, I dream that I die in my sleep, that I can CTB without suffering and that the IS does not bother me! The pro-lifers are the worst torturers the world has ever created, for the simple fact that these people force everyone to live despite the will to die, and in the face of suffering, often calling them cowards, doing everything to intern them by force in psychiatric hospitals, even in prison!
It is almost impossible to benefit from euthanasia or assisted suicide in countries that have legalized it, if you only have mental illnesses, apparently, you are told that you are not able to decide on your death ... but who can judge your suffering?? It's demonic this way of judging you, and judging your desire to die!
