I'm going to list all the suicide methods I studied and explain why they aren't suitable for me.
* Drowning: My problem with drowning is that if I jump off a bridge into the river or the sea there's a chance that someone will notice and save me, especially that all the bridges that I'm aware of in my city, Cairo, are usually not empty. The possibility of being saved and living with a lasting injury terrifies me.
* Guns: I don't have access to guns.
* Lethal drugs: I don't have access to those drugs. Some people suggested that I import SN from outside. The problem is that SN will be checked at customs and I will be in trouble.
* Hanging: I don't have a safe private place to perform this method successfully. I live in a small apartment with my family.
* carbon monoxide poisoning in a tent: the problem with this method is the same one with hanging.
* Hit by train: I use the subway and I have noticed that the train slows down when approaching the station. Also, the subway in Cairo is usually crowded and there's a huge chance that some poor people will see my mutilated body after it's crushed by the train. Moreover, I have read an accident about a guy who jump in front of the train in Cairo and survived with severe injury and the loss of his legs.
* Shallow-water blackout: If you're not familiar with this method, read this thread:
sanctioned-suicide.net
When I first heard about this method I was thinking It's the perfect way to ctb, but when I read some comments I discovered that this method is, to some extent, unreliable.
* Decapitation using a car and a rope: firstly, I don't know how to drive and I don't have a driving license. Secondly, which is more important, it's difficult to find in Cairo, my city, where I can safely and successfully perform this method without worrying about getting caught or harming others severely.
* Jumping off a height: There is no access to the roof/windows of high buildings. Someone suggested Cairo tower, but it's always crowded with visitors and surrounded by high fences, so it's too risky.
My life is horrible and it's getting worse and worse. I'm afraid that if I didn't find a reliable method soon I will resort to a risky one.
Please tell me if you know any other method. I will be eternally grateful.
* Drowning: My problem with drowning is that if I jump off a bridge into the river or the sea there's a chance that someone will notice and save me, especially that all the bridges that I'm aware of in my city, Cairo, are usually not empty. The possibility of being saved and living with a lasting injury terrifies me.
* Guns: I don't have access to guns.
* Lethal drugs: I don't have access to those drugs. Some people suggested that I import SN from outside. The problem is that SN will be checked at customs and I will be in trouble.
* Hanging: I don't have a safe private place to perform this method successfully. I live in a small apartment with my family.
* carbon monoxide poisoning in a tent: the problem with this method is the same one with hanging.
* Hit by train: I use the subway and I have noticed that the train slows down when approaching the station. Also, the subway in Cairo is usually crowded and there's a huge chance that some poor people will see my mutilated body after it's crushed by the train. Moreover, I have read an accident about a guy who jump in front of the train in Cairo and survived with severe injury and the loss of his legs.
* Shallow-water blackout: If you're not familiar with this method, read this thread:
Shallow-water blackout.
If you're not familiar with the method, all that is required is that you hyperventilate for 5-15 minutes and then submerge yourself in water while holding your breath. After 3-5 minutes you will pass out, and 5-7 minutes later you will be dead. If you are not rescued within this time window, you...
sanctioned-suicide.net
When I first heard about this method I was thinking It's the perfect way to ctb, but when I read some comments I discovered that this method is, to some extent, unreliable.
* Decapitation using a car and a rope: firstly, I don't know how to drive and I don't have a driving license. Secondly, which is more important, it's difficult to find in Cairo, my city, where I can safely and successfully perform this method without worrying about getting caught or harming others severely.
* Jumping off a height: There is no access to the roof/windows of high buildings. Someone suggested Cairo tower, but it's always crowded with visitors and surrounded by high fences, so it's too risky.
My life is horrible and it's getting worse and worse. I'm afraid that if I didn't find a reliable method soon I will resort to a risky one.
Please tell me if you know any other method. I will be eternally grateful.
