RyleIsRiledUp
C'est la vie :0
- Jan 16, 2026
- 13
Like dayum brotha. Exam season shucks.
I've had like ~36 hrs sleep in a week. ~7hrs in THREE DAYS. My parent's said that i should chillax but i can't
I tell others not to overwork but mannnn, i've been grinding for two weeks rn despite the decline in my mental health lol. Ofc, i still stand by "not work to death" rule. but istg, i fear my teachers sooo much. I feel like they'd judge me and stuff for writing shyt.
im so ded rn. like fr fr. am on my bed. in the morning to a few hrs ago, my lips were tingly. i kinda felt my breath go weird, felt ... how to explain it... smooth? also while studying, i had to place two reusable plastic ice cubes against my temples (held by my headphones) and two against the back of my neck to keep me up and study (and heal my headache). i din get any sleep for the two days. justtwo hours, that too i forced myself to take a brk.
istg i couldnt say the word "sleep deprived" today while explaining it to my frnds. i kept stuttering and sayin "sleip dipriv"
I was telling em abt Apollo mission and PO 1142. I said "Nazi engineer" as "Nzi Engin...."
I SAID ANDERSON AS "UNDESUN". IM SORRY HANS- (Hans Christian Anderson and him crying in the backyard of Dickins' was the story i was yappin abt. I relate.)
I had my sociology exam today and I almost wrote abt how Marx's theory led to Leninism and Stalinism. We dun even hv it in our syllabus
I also did fell asleep at one point while writing answers in todays exam. I WROTE "PERSON".... "PRISON BREAK".
Rn i treated myself with sm snacks as an apology to my body for all the shyt i put it thru. atp ngl, im kinda hoping to hv a mini crash so that i can skip this exam you get me?? also if i tell my parents, my dad just goes "dun take stress. it's okei. health first". dad, im one wrong answer away frm panicking in the exam room. I faceplanted to the floor yesterday while studying, dayum. I decided to stand up and study so that i dun fall asleep. So, I was using an iron stand as makeshift table cuz my desk was messy and i din wanna sit there. while writing, i fell asleep and almost fell over
I almost drank candle wax instead of my energy drink- I burn a candle while studying to focus and i made this mistake thrice. I feel like an hypocrite for telling overs to take it slow and prioritize their health cuz i'm grinding my ass cuz I'm scared of being judged. I kinda just want to get done with all my exams so that i can rest. though my finals will start like 15-20 days after that. Apparently avg caffeine consumption for an adult it ~400mg. I've been on ~360mg each day for two week now, brothaaaaa- and also my doc and therapist both told me to cut off dat caffeine (im sorry, docs lol). I've been surviving on pure panic and monster energy
Now I hv my Economics exam like in 2 days frm now. I have a huge syllabus and I suck when it comes to econ. So I dun think im gonna get a wink of sleep tonight again. I am so fcking anxious rn, im like, fck mannnn...
I just wanted to vent lol. Sorreh
(Please dun be like me. Am a dumbum. Bonk my head for making mistakes. Stay safe, user<3)
I've had like ~36 hrs sleep in a week. ~7hrs in THREE DAYS. My parent's said that i should chillax but i can't
I tell others not to overwork but mannnn, i've been grinding for two weeks rn despite the decline in my mental health lol. Ofc, i still stand by "not work to death" rule. but istg, i fear my teachers sooo much. I feel like they'd judge me and stuff for writing shyt.
im so ded rn. like fr fr. am on my bed. in the morning to a few hrs ago, my lips were tingly. i kinda felt my breath go weird, felt ... how to explain it... smooth? also while studying, i had to place two reusable plastic ice cubes against my temples (held by my headphones) and two against the back of my neck to keep me up and study (and heal my headache). i din get any sleep for the two days. justtwo hours, that too i forced myself to take a brk.
istg i couldnt say the word "sleep deprived" today while explaining it to my frnds. i kept stuttering and sayin "sleip dipriv"
I was telling em abt Apollo mission and PO 1142. I said "Nazi engineer" as "Nzi Engin...."
I SAID ANDERSON AS "UNDESUN". IM SORRY HANS- (Hans Christian Anderson and him crying in the backyard of Dickins' was the story i was yappin abt. I relate.)
I had my sociology exam today and I almost wrote abt how Marx's theory led to Leninism and Stalinism. We dun even hv it in our syllabus
I also did fell asleep at one point while writing answers in todays exam. I WROTE "PERSON".... "PRISON BREAK".Rn i treated myself with sm snacks as an apology to my body for all the shyt i put it thru. atp ngl, im kinda hoping to hv a mini crash so that i can skip this exam
you get me?? also if i tell my parents, my dad just goes "dun take stress. it's okei. health first". dad, im one wrong answer away frm panicking in the exam room. I faceplanted to the floor yesterday while studying, dayum. I decided to stand up and study so that i dun fall asleep. So, I was using an iron stand as makeshift table cuz my desk was messy and i din wanna sit there. while writing, i fell asleep and almost fell over I almost drank candle wax instead of my energy drink- I burn a candle while studying to focus and i made this mistake thrice. I feel like an hypocrite for telling overs to take it slow and prioritize their health cuz i'm grinding my ass cuz I'm scared of being judged. I kinda just want to get done with all my exams so that i can rest. though my finals will start like 15-20 days after that. Apparently avg caffeine consumption for an adult it ~400mg. I've been on ~360mg each day for two week now, brothaaaaa- and also my doc and therapist both told me to cut off dat caffeine (im sorry, docs lol). I've been surviving on pure panic and monster energy
Now I hv my Economics exam like in 2 days frm now. I have a huge syllabus and I suck when it comes to econ. So I dun think im gonna get a wink of sleep tonight again. I am so fcking anxious rn, im like, fck mannnn...
I just wanted to vent lol. Sorreh
(Please dun be like me. Am a dumbum. Bonk my head for making mistakes. Stay safe, user<3)
