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TheOneFreeDude

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Dec 8, 2024
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Can't recall if I mentioned it in some previous post, since I don't post here all that often, but I'm out on a trip with some friends.
I met this girl, she's the most wonderful thing in the world. I've never met anyone so compatible to me in so many different levels, and so perfect in so many others. I asked her out to go to a cover Kiss show and asked her hand there. She said yes. If I hadn't a reason to live then, now I do. It just so happens that she'll most likely CTB soon after returning. I can't picture my life without her.
If killing myself wasn't a 100% decision, it now is. I would document it, but it's a pretty unusual method and I'll be alone, so that'd be difficult.
Life without her smile, her sweet voice and her eyes is even less bearable than usual life, so I'll just go with her when the time comes.
We're still on the trip, so I'll be by her side while I still can. I love her more than anything.
Ignore any grammar errors or weird writing style, as isn't unusual, I'm drunk as hell.
 
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Phosphorous 4

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May 21, 2024
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This I can understand.
 
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Silently Dying

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Jan 27, 2025
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If you can find one person to love who loves you in this shitty world, you are very lucky - even if for a short time. I'm 63 and I've never been loved.
 
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BlueButterfly111

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Dec 26, 2024
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Awww that is so sweet! The way you described her reminds me of the way I feel about my boyfriend who passed away half a year ago. I miss him a lot. I love hearing about love, I think it's such a beautiful thing. I hope you enjoy your time together!
 
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ravenx

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Sep 9, 2024
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If you can find one person to love who loves you in this shitty world, you are very lucky - even if for a short time. I'm 63 and I've never been loved.
I'll be just like you if I don't die soon.
 
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slinkey10

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Nov 15, 2024
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Can't recall if I mentioned it in some previous post, since I don't post here all that often, but I'm out on a trip with some friends.
I met this girl, she's the most wonderful thing in the world. I've never met anyone so compatible to me in so many different levels, and so perfect in so many others. I asked her out to go to a cover Kiss show and asked her hand there. She said yes. If I hadn't a reason to live then, now I do. It just so happens that she'll most likely CTB soon after returning. I can't picture my life without her.
If killing myself wasn't a 100% decision, it now is. I would document it, but it's a pretty unusual method and I'll be alone, so that'd be difficult.
Life without her smile, her sweet voice and her eyes is even less bearable than usual life, so I'll just go with her when the time comes.
We're still on the trip, so I'll be by her side while I still can. I love her more than anything.
Ignore any grammar errors or weird writing style, as isn't unusual, I'm drunk as hell.
let us know how it goes pls!

"I love her more than anything" - ive been lucky & have experienced this , enjoy every moment, so happy for u!
 
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