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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

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For the longest time I was planning to ctb at home. But I am tired of this environment and it hasn't felt like a home since the death of my mother. I was looking at some nice cottages in Edinburgh and I feel it would be the perfect place to book a nice wee cottage for a few days. I have lovely memories of the city and it feels like a good place to die. Plus, I won't be disturbed and somebody will have to find me after my stay is up. It would be a lot better than a hotel because I will have more of a homely space and possibly less interruptions. There is also a nice beach nearby that I could visit before I decide to end it. Any thoughts?
 
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Jumping_realms

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Sounds ideal.

I'd certainly CTB in that setting.
 
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Alwaysbadtime

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It's better than a shitty town in a semi-shitty motel/hotel. I think anywhere is shitty, but it sounds better than many options of place.
 
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For the longest time I was planning to ctb at home. But I am tired of this environment and it hasn't felt like a home since the death of my mother. I was looking at some nice cottages in Edinburgh and I feel it would be the perfect place to book a nice wee cottage for a few days. I have lovely memories of the city and it feels like a good place to die. Plus, I won't be disturbed and somebody will have to find me after my stay is up. It would be a lot better than a hotel because I will have more of a homely space and possibly less interruptions. There is also a nice beach nearby that I could visit before I decide to end it. Any thoughts?
Your housekeeper might not be too thrilled to find you dead there, along with authorities. I'm not saying this to be cruel, just want to remind you that someone will have to live with that traumatic memory for the rest of their own lifespan.
 
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Your housekeeper might not be too thrilled to find you dead there, along with authorities. I'm not saying this to be cruel, just want to remind you that someone will have to live with that traumatic memory for the rest of their own lifespan.
Yes, but it is no different to someone having to find me in my own house, is it? As a token of good will, I'll leave them a nice note and some extra cash. I'm sure they will get over it. At least I am not jumping out in front of a train or something violent like that.
 
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Luchs

Luchs

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Aug 20, 2019
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I probably wouldn't. I'd be too concerned with the damage I'd cause to the cottage and how much that'd cost the owner. If I ctb I'll do it in a forest, where next to no cleanup is needed. After I watched one of those crime scene cleanup vids on Youtube I realized how much a dead body can mess up a house, plus I'd ruin the property value of a perfectly nice little cottage.
 
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I probably wouldn't. I'd be too concerned with the damage I'd cause to the cottage and how much that'd cost the owner. If I ctb I'll do it in a forest, where next to no cleanup is needed. After I watched one of those crime scene cleanup vids on Youtube I realized how much a dead body can mess up a house, plus I'd ruin the property value of a perfectly nice little cottage.
Yeah, I could see that being an issue if you were to blow your head off or something violent like that. I will just be laying down in a bed (maybe a bit blue) after drinking Sodium Nitrite.
 
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Yeah, I could see that being an issue if you were to blow your head off or something violent like that. I will just be laying down in a bed (maybe a bit blue) after drinking Sodium Nitrite.
Just make sure to set some sort of time delay message, so that they can find your body before it starts defecating and decaying.
 
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Just make sure to set some sort of time delay message, so that they can find your body before it starts defecating and decaying.
I'll be visiting for 3 days. I will end it on the 2nd, so no need for email. I don't understand the controversy. People die all the time in all sorts of strange places. That's just life.
 
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I'll be visiting for 3 days. I will end it on the 2nd, so no need for email. I don't understand the controversy. People die all the time in all sorts of strange places. That's just life.
Idk, maybe it is just because I have a very strong "don't do to others what you don't want to happen to yourself" mentality. I mean, if I have control over my death I am making it as little of nuisance as possible.
 
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diyCTB

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Just make sure to set some sort of time delay message, so that they can find your body before it starts defecating and decaying.
May want to buy adult diaper to make it not as disgusting for others to handle your body?
 
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Idk, maybe it is just because I have a very strong "don't do to others what you don't want to happen to yourself" mentality. I mean, if I have control over my death I am making it as little of nuisance as possible.
Yeah, I understand all that but somebody will have to find your body (when the time comes) as well. It's just life and death. It's a messy affair regardless of what precautions you may take.
 
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diyCTB

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Oct 28, 2018
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I probably wouldn't. I'd be too concerned with the damage I'd cause to the cottage and how much that'd cost the owner. If I ctb I'll do it in a forest, where next to no cleanup is needed. After I watched one of those crime scene cleanup vids on Youtube I realized how much a dead body can mess up a house, plus I'd ruin the property value of a perfectly nice little cottage.
I was told it would be better to CTB in one of national chains of hotels because they have a means to deal with such cases.
Do you think locking room with this thing is a good idea?
 

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I was told it would be better to CTB in one of national chains of hotels because they have a means to deal with such cases.
Do you think locking room with this thing is a good idea?
Funny enough I went to a hotel recently and they had two locks on the door lol.
 
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Sslsh

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Jan 29, 2020
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Would love to do it in a seaside resort if I have the money
 
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Apr 15, 2021
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Yep i fancy doing it in a secluded area of forest. Dying in open air in nature. Way to go. Maybe cos im looking at hanging though. Poison might be different
 
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diyCTB

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Yep i fancy doing it in a secluded area of forest. Dying in open air in nature. Way to go. Maybe cos im looking at hanging though. Poison might be different
Aren't you afraid of wild animals?
Funny enough I went to a hotel recently and they had two locks on the door lol.
I thought about sticking a warning sign on bathroom's door so only police enters but you never know if someone from staff enters casually to clean something even with "Do not disturb" sign on door's knob.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

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Sep 24, 2020
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I like the sound of it, I would like to ctb somewhere with nice surroundings. I wish you peace if this is your choice.
 

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