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Bootleg Astolfo

Bootleg Astolfo

Glorious Bean Plushie
Oct 12, 2020
863
I have no idea what the fuck is happening, but uh... i'm VERY clean i guess ?
 
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AnimusLapsus

AnimusLapsus

Isolate Ecstasy
Apr 14, 2025
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The floor of my shower is the ultimate depression den. Drenched wine bottle, Dealer by Lana blasting, and an all-consuming sensation of deep despair and existential dread. Never knew rock bottom was made of tiles till now.

I'll spend hours sprawled under scolding hot water in an attempt to convince myself I can feel something. Anything. Instead, I've so far only managed to substantiate the opposite.
 
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weallhaveourghosts

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Mar 2, 2025
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I have no idea what the fuck is happening, but uh... i'm VERY clean i guess ?
Do you have a seizure disorder? I sometimes find myself on the floor after having one.
 
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Bootleg Astolfo

Bootleg Astolfo

Glorious Bean Plushie
Oct 12, 2020
863
Do you have a seizure disorder? I sometimes find myself on the floor after having one.
No, i think it might be heart related ? I passed a brain scan recently, im assuming if it's seizure stuff they can see it with that ?
 
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weallhaveourghosts

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Mar 2, 2025
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No, i think it might be heart related ? I passed a brain scan recently, im assuming if it's seizure stuff they can see it with that ?
Oh like an MRI? Yeah they can usually see based on those.
 
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Rynalia

Rynalia

Who even am I?
Apr 22, 2025
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I've dissociated and woken up lying down in the bath with the shower pouring down on me a few times. Not even gonna go on about what time it was...

I wouldn't count out the fucky wucky psychological stuff. But I wouldn't say it's super common either.
 
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Bootleg Astolfo

Bootleg Astolfo

Glorious Bean Plushie
Oct 12, 2020
863
Oh like an MRI? Yeah they can usually see based on those.
I don't remember the exact name, but i think it was that ! Neat then !
I've dissociated and woken up lying down in the bath with the shower pouring down on me a few times. Not even gonna go on about what time it was...

I wouldn't count out the fucky wucky psychological stuff. But I wouldn't say it's super common either.
Yeah, psycological stuff wouldnt be surprising, but in my case it's... not like, that powerfull
 
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