
FailGirl
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- Mar 25, 2025
- 11
I've been diagnosed with anxiety, BPD, MDD, and PTSD. To treat it, I've been prescribed setraline, hydroxyzine, quetiapine, and prazosin. I feel empty after I take my medication, which doesn't sound good, but the alternative is being insanely depressed. I don't know. I know I should talk to a pyschiatrist about it, but I don't want to. I don't want to talk to anyone. I haven't been talking to anyone for the past couple of days. I've been trying to reinvent myself in isolation.
Am I helping myself or hurting myself? I've been taking care of myself. Kinda'. I shower, but I haven't been brushing my teeth. I don't even have a toothebrush or toothepaste. I don't know why I don't like to brush my teeth, but I'll get around to it. Yesterday I combed out my hair for the first time in over a month. Today I took my anti-depressants for the first time in the same amount of time too (which I why I talked about feeling empty).
I'm aware that I'm ruining my mouth. So far, I've had to get a couple of deep cleanings and a root canal; but I don't care. That's not enough motivation for me. I just feel like I'll get around to it when I get around to it.
Am I helping myself or hurting myself? I've been taking care of myself. Kinda'. I shower, but I haven't been brushing my teeth. I don't even have a toothebrush or toothepaste. I don't know why I don't like to brush my teeth, but I'll get around to it. Yesterday I combed out my hair for the first time in over a month. Today I took my anti-depressants for the first time in the same amount of time too (which I why I talked about feeling empty).
I'm aware that I'm ruining my mouth. So far, I've had to get a couple of deep cleanings and a root canal; but I don't care. That's not enough motivation for me. I just feel like I'll get around to it when I get around to it.
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