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FailGirl

FailGirl

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I've been diagnosed with anxiety, BPD, MDD, and PTSD. To treat it, I've been prescribed setraline, hydroxyzine, quetiapine, and prazosin. I feel empty after I take my medication, which doesn't sound good, but the alternative is being insanely depressed. I don't know. I know I should talk to a pyschiatrist about it, but I don't want to. I don't want to talk to anyone. I haven't been talking to anyone for the past couple of days. I've been trying to reinvent myself in isolation.
Am I helping myself or hurting myself? I've been taking care of myself. Kinda'. I shower, but I haven't been brushing my teeth. I don't even have a toothebrush or toothepaste. I don't know why I don't like to brush my teeth, but I'll get around to it. Yesterday I combed out my hair for the first time in over a month. Today I took my anti-depressants for the first time in the same amount of time too (which I why I talked about feeling empty).

I'm aware that I'm ruining my mouth. So far, I've had to get a couple of deep cleanings and a root canal; but I don't care. That's not enough motivation for me. I just feel like I'll get around to it when I get around to it.
 
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ForeverCaHa

ForeverCaHa

Heartbroken Welshman
Feb 16, 2025
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I'm currently in the exact same boat. I've recently been put on a few new meds. I bathed today for the first time in a while, but still haven't brushed my teeth in god knows how long. I have regular visits from a crisis team, and they've assigned me a psychologist who will start seeing me on Monday, but I don't know what to say to people anymore.
I eat, I drink, I sleep (I try to that is), and I'm slowly getting back into work. But yeah. It's just going through the motions until something happens.

Hope you're feeling a bit better. It's a long, winding path. My DMs are always open if you need to chat!
 
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Darkover

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Jul 29, 2021
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I brush my teeth about 1 week ago
When you don't brush, food particles and bacteria accumulate on your teeth, forming a sticky film called plaque.
The bacteria in plaque feed on leftover food particles, producing foul-smelling compounds that cause bad breath
 
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ma0

How did I get here?
Dec 20, 2024
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Oof, you just reminded me that I still need to brush my teeth, I haven't done it in like several days...

Thanks for the reminder!
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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You're not alone - I also have bad tooth hygiene. I brush mine once or twice a week bc I'm lazy.

I should do it more often but idc. My teeth and gums are fine.

But I will brush my teeth later before I go to bed, it's just 1-2 minutes or so. I shouldn't be lazy.
 
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RainAndSadness

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I've been diagnosed with anxiety, BPD, MDD, and PTSD. To treat it, I've been prescribed setraline, hydroxyzine, quetiapine, and prazosin. I feel empty after I take my medication, which doesn't sound good, but the alternative is being insanely depressed. I don't know. I know I should talk to a pyschiatrist about it, but I don't want to. I don't want to talk to anyone. I haven't been talking to anyone for the past couple of days. I've been trying to reinvent myself in isolation.
Am I helping myself or hurting myself? I've been taking care of myself. Kinda'. I shower, but I haven't been brushing my teeth. I don't even have a toothebrush or toothepaste. I don't know why I don't like to brush my teeth, but I'll get around to it. Yesterday I combed out my hair for the first time in over a month. Today I took my anti-depressants for the first time in the same amount of time too (which I why I talked about feeling empty).

I'm aware that I'm ruining my mouth. So far, I've had to get a couple of deep cleanings and a root canal; but I don't care. That's not enough motivation for me. I just feel like I'll get around to it when I get around to it.

Try to brush your teeth while you take a shower. It's what I've been doing when depression was too much. Makes it easier and you save time. Just put the tooth brush into the shower with the tooth paste. I hope this helps.
 
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Izzythebelle

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Mar 8, 2025
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At the peak of my depression I'd have my toothbrush and toothpaste next to my bed and I'd spit everything into the garbage can, it wasn't ideal and god it was gross but it helped me out.
 
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starlights

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Mar 6, 2025
3
Mouthwash and toothpaste tablets!! I hate getting up and having to do it too but if you do it in the shower or when u take your medicine it helps build a little routine
 
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lastch

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Oct 2, 2024
76
I brush my teeth maybe twice a month. I shower at best probably once a week. I am in such a dark place right now that I don't have the motivation to do either of those things regularly and I don't leave the house so it's not like I even have a social obligation not to smell bad. Part of me worries that I'll get to a point where I want to live but my teeth will be ruined. It also doesn't help that I smoke and drink a lot of fizzy drinks.
 
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getoutgirl

getoutgirl

<3
Mar 17, 2025
103
I did that also. So sorry you are going through that :( Lot's of love your way
One thing I did in particular is I would get so anxious and stressed out I would start gnawing on the toothbrush until I pretty much destroy it, often eat or had to spit out the plastic and fibers and little metal layers, and I never finished brushing when I did that. Had to buy a new toothbrush every week or so.
It sucks. Again I'm sorry. Try an get that habit back as best as you can and be kind to yourself about it regardless, you are going through enough as it is <3
 
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quietbird

Member
Apr 2, 2025
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I've been diagnosed with anxiety, BPD, MDD, and PTSD. To treat it, I've been prescribed setraline, hydroxyzine, quetiapine, and prazosin. I feel empty after I take my medication, which doesn't sound good, but the alternative is being insanely depressed. I don't know. I know I should talk to a pyschiatrist about it, but I don't want to. I don't want to talk to anyone. I haven't been talking to anyone for the past couple of days. I've been trying to reinvent myself in isolation.
Am I helping myself or hurting myself? I've been taking care of myself. Kinda'. I shower, but I haven't been brushing my teeth. I don't even have a toothebrush or toothepaste. I don't know why I don't like to brush my teeth, but I'll get around to it. Yesterday I combed out my hair for the first time in over a month. Today I took my anti-depressants for the first time in the same amount of time too (which I why I talked about feeling empty).

I'm aware that I'm ruining my mouth. So far, I've had to get a couple of deep cleanings and a root canal; but I don't care. That's not enough motivation for me. I just feel like I'll get around to it when I get around to it.
These may be silly ideas but ... what about a cute toothbrush with flowers or spongebob. Even a kids one would work. And flavored toothpastes like bubblegum or cinnamon? This may help jazz this up and feel less like a chore. Aim for small goal changes. It's not all or nothing. You can be proud for anything!
 
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FailGirl

FailGirl

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Mar 25, 2025
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These may be silly ideas but ... what about a cute toothbrush with flowers or spongebob. Even a kids one would work. And flavored toothpastes like bubblegum or cinnamon? This may help jazz this up and feel less like a chore. Aim for small goal changes. It's not all or nothing. You can be proud for anything!
You are a genius.
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

An empty bottle
Apr 10, 2025
26
Oof, you just reminded me that I still need to brush my teeth, I haven't done it in like several days...

Thanks for the reminder!
I also didn't do it this morning, will do it before I sleep and I'll try not to forget to brush.

Edit: I brushed tonight (around 12:11am, mere hour(s) after posting)
 
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