whereispeace
Member
- Mar 18, 2020
- 95
As of today, I have some on hand...which feels good in a way. Not sure when/if I'm going to CTB. But it feels inevitable.
Hello friend.
Glad to hear you got your SN.
I know the feeling, I have a bag of two kilos myself, and even though I have no plans for using it yet, or at least a specific date set, in times like this, it really puts me at ease.
I live in an apartment, a high floor, so I don't think no one will interrupt me here even if looting would happen, and as long as I don't report myself to any doctor if I develop symptoms, I should be able to stay in my house, close to my SN, at all times, and if it comes to it, make a quick end of my life should it become a constant suffering.
Best of luck friend. First and foremost, I hope you never use it, nor find it necessary to do so. But if you do, then I wish you anything, for I am certain you'll find peace.
Glad to hear you got your SN.
I know the feeling, I have a bag of two kilos myself, and even though I have no plans for using it yet, or at least a specific date set, in times like this, it really puts me at ease.
I live in an apartment, a high floor, so I don't think no one will interrupt me here even if looting would happen, and as long as I don't report myself to any doctor if I develop symptoms, I should be able to stay in my house, close to my SN, at all times, and if it comes to it, make a quick end of my life should it become a constant suffering.
Best of luck friend. First and foremost, I hope you never use it, nor find it necessary to do so. But if you do, then I wish you anything, for I am certain you'll find peace.
Mr2005
Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
- Sep 25, 2018
- 3,621
think very well, after you start your ctb with Sn there will be no maid back. hugs and serenity
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