3FailedAttemptss
trans girl (｀・ω・´)
- Jan 22, 2025
- 280
So in hopes of no longer being sectioned (which seriously sucks!!!!) I have let my boyfriend hold onto my SN for me, which is a fucked up thing.
I slipped up in one of my doctors meetings and mentioned SN which then led to the staff concluding that Im not allowed to return home or be released until the SN is disposed of… instead of asking my mom or sister to dispose of the SN, my boyfriend actually asked if he could do it and he himself suggested that he holds onto it instead of disposing of it like the ward demands. he would hold onto it and only dispense it if I feel sufficiently bad or can argue that I should kill myself in which case he'd be OK with being an accomplice or complicit in my suicide.
So earlier today I handed him my SN. and we told the ward it was flushed lol
I love him so much, hes perfect, like who in the world would volunteer to hold his fucked up suicidal gf's SN.
Eeeeeeeee i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him
I slipped up in one of my doctors meetings and mentioned SN which then led to the staff concluding that Im not allowed to return home or be released until the SN is disposed of… instead of asking my mom or sister to dispose of the SN, my boyfriend actually asked if he could do it and he himself suggested that he holds onto it instead of disposing of it like the ward demands. he would hold onto it and only dispense it if I feel sufficiently bad or can argue that I should kill myself in which case he'd be OK with being an accomplice or complicit in my suicide.
So earlier today I handed him my SN. and we told the ward it was flushed lol
I love him so much, hes perfect, like who in the world would volunteer to hold his fucked up suicidal gf's SN.
Eeeeeeeee i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him
