Help I have made my final decision and intend to ctb this Friday. What would be worth thinking about before drinking SN?

[Boudika]

I will be alone at home and will have really good opportunity to successfuly ctb. I plan to buy needed medications in the next few days. Now the question is how should I say goodbye and what should I do to prepare my loved ones for my death? Some of my friends I know through the internet and I would also like to say goodbye to them but I can't do this in real life.

Also, do you know how I could protect myself so that the police don't make problems for my friends? I'm 19 years old and I'm in a close relationship with a 30 year old and I wouldn't want her to have any problems if the police looked through my messages.

 

[F@#$]

Can you delete everything from your phone. Like a factory reset or some shit.

 

[greatgooglymoogly]

I will be alone at home and will have really good opportunity to successfuly ctb. I plan to buy needed medications in the next few days. Now the question is how should I say goodbye and what should I do to prepare my loved ones for my death? Some of my friends I know through the internet and I would also like to say goodbye to them but I can't do this in real life.

Also, do you know how I could protect myself so that the police don't make problems for my friends? I'm 19 years old and I'm in a close relationship with a 30 year old and I wouldn't want her to have any problems if the police looked through my messages.

depending on what apps you use to communicate with your friends, you may be able to schedule messages to them for a day or so later.

I have heard that the police do look through phones and likely messages/interview last known contacts. But as long as nothing illegal happened I don't think they have any reason to cause "trouble" beyond interviews if it is clearly a suicide.

As far as I can tell the best thing for me to do to make this "easier" on those I'm leaving behind is leaving clear notes explaining my reasons and that I wasn't coerced or encouraged to do this by anyone, so it's ruled a suicide quickly.

 

[Boudika]

depending on what apps you use to communicate with your friends, you may be able to schedule messages to them for a day or so later.

I have heard that the police do look through phones and likely messages/interview last known contacts. But as long as nothing illegal happened I don't think they have any reason to cause "trouble" beyond interviews if it is clearly a suicide.

As far as I can tell the best thing for me to do to make this "easier" on those I'm leaving behind is leaving clear notes explaining my reasons and that I wasn't coerced or encouraged to do this by anyone, so it's ruled a suicide quickly.

So such people would only get a notice to appear for questioning? One person close to me is a soldier and I would not want to fuck up her career.

Also I use discord and messenger.

Can you delete everything from your phone. Like a factory reset or some shit.

Police can undo that