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jeevasO-o

jeevasO-o

Disqualified As a Human Being
Jan 15, 2026
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As the title says, we discovered it somewhat recently. It honestly feels very weird. I got a lover recently, who also has DID, which was the big thing, that made me understand myself better.
I always denied the thought, and assumed it was just my BPD. (I have been diagnosed with Borderline personality disorder since many years already)
For some reason I see that a lot people with DID also have BPD and Autism or/and ADHD. (My lover aswell)

If I think about it, it does make sense. I always had this weird memory issues thing and constant dissociation. I remember even as a child, I always talked with myself a lot and it did feel like I was actually talking to a whole different person. I daydreamed extremely much. I also quite often changed what I liked, who I felt like and how my body language and language generally was like.
I also once almost forgot my complete life, which well...was something.

The thing is, I don't even remember what I was doing on this site xD I know that I did use this site, and I honestly did miss it, but I struggle recalling anything I did on here before. I think, I'll have to scroll on my profile to find out. I actually thought I was on here way longer than I actually was. Soo, If I'm confused..this is why. However, I do feel sad that I don't remember much at all anymore about this site, but a different alter might know🤷‍♂️ I'll try my best figuring it out aswell lol. I actually remembered SaSu again after hearing about it on twitter. I got a whole memory chapter unlocked again haha.
 
suicidia

suicidia

#1 idia shroud fan
May 31, 2026
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i have it too and have known for years , if you have any questions i'm here
 
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