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ImNotReal

ImNotReal

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Jan 18, 2025
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Like?? Like? I hate the fact that other people see me and have to talk to me and have formed relationships by me and have to be hurt by me. I hate hearing my own voice or looking at myself in pictures. Every time I'm reminded by a coworker that they have opinions on me or that someone. Thinks about me outside of whenever I am physically there is agonizing to me.

A friend asked me what animal I related to and I got sad??? And freaked out and couldn't answer because I don't know??? How to look at my characteristics or anything without. Crumpling. Someone drew me and it's a very very very nice gesture but it. Makes me fucking spiral so bad I hate being loved I hate being seen I want to just be forgotten. I hope nobody cares enough to remember me after i do it
 
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