I had tms

[let.me.let.go87]

And it actually worked. For a while anyway. But my depression came back. After just two or three months I'm already back here and searching the suicide section. Should tell you TMS isn't a viable option. They wanted me to endure that shit again. More jackhammer to the skull. I work now tho. I'm not quitting my job for daily treatment that I will need again in another three months. I keep fighting. But for what?

 

[divinemistress87]

It didnt help me waste of money

 

[Forveleth]

That is pretty much all I have heard about TMS and ECT for that matter. They work for a while, then wear off. Also there is a good chance they absolutely demolish your memory. I am sorry it did not work for you.

 

[let.me.let.go87]

It didnt help me waste of money

It helped me for a few months I was doing good but now I'm sliding back down again. Fast.

 

[divinemistress87]

It helped me for a few months I was doing good but now I'm sliding back down again. Fast.

Clinical depression always comes back :(

 

[rs929]

Clinical depression always comes back :(

That's not entirely true, 50% of people have one episode and that's it. As you have more episodes, the likelihood of it coming back is higher.
But I guess that for many of us in SaSu it is a lifelong, uninvited guest.