I feel suicidal everyday

[thalasabin]

Does anyone else feel this way? Does anyone else have daily suicidal thoughts?

 

[Leavesfromthevine]

Very much so. Suicide consumes me

 

[LeWantsToDie]

Does anyone else feel this way? Does anyone else have daily suicidal thoughts?

This is Sanctioned Suicide after all. I'm pretty sure almost all of us do.

 

[user56765567]

Yeah it's a daily thing for me too from the moment I wake up its like my body says "Wait I have to go through this again?" smh.

 

[Yaffle]

Daily thoughts for decades of varying intensity. Been worst ever recently which brought me here.

 

[heavyeyes]

Same. I've felt suicidal nearly everyday for years now. My soul hurts

 

[Lost cherry]

Me too

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Pretty much every day though recently a bit less but still active suicidal here.

 

[FrostedHoax]

Yep, it's a daily, and even hourly at times, occurrence for me at this point and the dark thoughts I have about it have just become normal for me.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Yes, at least a few times an hour usually. I think a lot of people here are suicidal most of the time.

 

[FuneralCry]

In my case I'm certainly always wishing to cease existing. It's something so terrible to be conscious and aware in this existence where there is no limit as to how much I can suffer, I'd always prefer to eternally cease existing where all is forgotten about. To me wishing for death is all that makes sense to escape from all future unnecessary suffering in an existence I never saw as desirable in the first place. The thought of eternally not existing comforts me so much, all I wish for is an eternal and dreamless sleep.

 

[F@#$]

Fuck yeah, constantly. Honestly I don't know what I'm waiting for.

 

[hermestrimegistus]

Every single day for the past few months I have been thinking about ending things. Only thing that temporarily dulls it is drinking. I am essentially running from the past and the fact that I don't have a future. Trying to stop drinking so I can only imagine these kind of thoughts are going to just get worse

 

[nothinggoldcanstay]

Yes, it is relentless.

 

[WeDontKnowTheFuture]

yes, everyday constantly. Maybe we are both cursed by the spiral who knows

 

[justcallmeJ]

yup, always either suicide or self harm.

 

[wanttodie]

me to 24- 7

 

[doomdoll]

i think about it nonstop everyday like it's my purpose