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boywhowasneverloved

boywhowasneverloved

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Sep 18, 2024
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I am sick of life, and I hv tried to kill myself 23 times already, I just keep failing my attempts, this time my father and cousin saved me from attempting long drop hanging, they tied me after I attempted, they just won't let me die peacefully, they just care about the pleasure they derive from seeing me alive, I feel stuck, what do I do?? (I am just getting more and more desperate..)
 
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fvckfamily

Apenas um homem que perdeu tudo em troca de nada.
Aug 26, 2024
313
You could look for other methods and plan more calmly
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I also just wish to peacefully cease existing and I certainly understand that it's so dreadful and tiring suffering in this existence, all I personally hope for is to never wake again. But anyway it sounds like you've suffered a lot so I hope that you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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boywhowasneverloved

boywhowasneverloved

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Sep 18, 2024
43
I also just wish to peacefully cease existing and I certainly understand that it's so dreadful and tiring suffering in this existence, all I personally hope for is to never wake again. But anyway it sounds like you've suffered a lot so I hope that you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.
yeah I agree, life is just a horrible phase one has to go through before one can experience eternal peace from death
 

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