Venting i don't want to fucking do this anymore

[Formy3loves]

How do i dissappear without anybody finding out, my selfish fucking family doesn't give a shit about how i feel, treats me as worthless when i don't fit their image, and never fucking gave a shit with my own boundaries, feelings and emotions, all the 3 people i loved dearly in my username fucking left me and sided with my own toxic friend, the main reason why i haven't left is because i have a couple of friends who depend on me, but i still feel like this, i still feel like they'll be better for leaving me, my parents are so selfish to put me in this GODDAMN EARTH. WHERE BOTH THEM AND OTHER PEOPLE DON'T RESPECT ME, FUCK EVERYTHING. I DON'T WANT TO EXIST ANYMORE, LIFE IS A CURSE.

 

[enjoytheride]

I presume that you are a very young person. I am sorry for what you are going through! It's easy to get overwhelmed by others' indifference and lack of support when we are very young and still trying to make sense of everything. If you stick around long enough you will learn how to rely primarily on yourself in life and that kind of strength feels good. You will also be able to more easily identify those around you who are worth keeping and relying on.

My humble advice is: try to find the silver lining in all this. There must be one. Chances are everything will work out for the good. Be kind to yourself.

If you have the time and will, please check this e-book: https://qprinstitute.com/pdfs/Forever_Decision.pdf