I don’t know

[suicidal.lady]

I really don't know how much longer I can cope with this.
These emotions and feelings and thoughts are getting too much for me
I have to die. It's the only solution. I'm a lost hope and everyone would be better off without me

 

[Viranamari]

It is that true existence is so undesirable and tiring. Some people find emotions or their thoughts equally undesirable. Life is uselessly complicated. Sometimes, death is the only option to escape adverse situations. I hope you can escape those horrific situations.

 

[FuneralCry]

That really does sound like a tiring situation to be trapped in, I think that it's very true that there is no real relief from suffering in this hellish world and it's very much understandable wishing to finally be free from it all. But anyway I wish you the best.