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Student
Sep 20, 2022
145
Ever since I first tried to kill myself by hanging (close but obviously failed) I have known I will kill myself by hanging. But I have never known why. It just what I assume the future holds for me. And the way I will do it, or stream it, or the place I do it - is just a feeling. If it fits it will happen

Do others have that kind of feeling - that you don't know why?
 
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Elementalist
Jul 26, 2020
879
Kind of in the same boat as you, no hard, specific reason to ctb but just a push to do it.
 
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Student
Sep 20, 2022
145
Kind of in the same boat as you, no hard, specific reason to ctb but just a push to do it.
I have this "pressure" or urge to do it. Do you get those, and how do you deal with them if you do?
 
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StrawberryBlonde

Member
Dec 8, 2022
39
I sooo get you brother/sister/non binary bunny. I think I'm destined to kill myself too, and I hope if you wish for quick and easy death it will happen *hugs*
 
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Student
Sep 20, 2022
145
I sooo get you brother/sister/non binary bunny. I think I'm destined to kill myself too, and I hope if you wish for quick and easy death it will happen *hugs*
Thank you for that - I hope you find what you need as well and be safe and comfortable with your destiny. I am glad I find others that have a destiny they don't understand either. It's comforting.