I don't have a fucking method.

[waterrrrrrrrrbottel]

I really really want to use a firearm. I don't know how I'd get one. The way my living situation is comprised, it'd be impossible. I don't have an anchor in my home, so I would have to hang myself elsewhere late at night. If I wanted to jump, again I'd have to go out at night. I feel like my SI would kick in. I don't know what to do.

 

[happynot]

Same here want a gun but don't have it do you think someone from here would borrow?

 

[waterrrrrrrrrbottel]

Same here want a gun but don't have it do you think someone from here would borrow?

No idea

 

[FuneralCry]

I certainly understand that it's so tiring and dreadful suffering here when you just wish to be gone, I personally really wish that there's a straightforward painless method. But anyway best wishes.

 

[Evelyn Lane]

I really really want to use a firearm. I don't know how I'd get one. The way my living situation is comprised, it'd be impossible. I don't have an anchor in my home, so I would have to hang myself elsewhere late at night. If I wanted to jump, again I'd have to go out at night. I feel like my SI would kick in. I don't know what to do.

Do you know where you'd hang yourself from?

 

[waterrrrrrrrrbottel]

Do you know where you'd hang yourself from?

A tree.

I certainly understand that it's so tiring and dreadful suffering here when you just wish to be gone, I personally really wish that there's a straightforward painless method. But anyway best wishes.

There are multiple, the downside is that most are illegal. We don't live in a pro choice world. It's painful.

 

[isekai]

I really really want to use a firearm. I don't know how I'd get one. The way my living situation is comprised, it'd be impossible. I don't have an anchor in my home, so I would have to hang myself elsewhere late at night. If I wanted to jump, again I'd have to go out at night. I feel like my SI would kick in. I don't know what to do.

kate spade CTB with a door knob, I tried it and it does work as long as u commit to it.

 

[Worndown]

Choosing a method is a process. Eliminate those you do not like and those where you cannot get the supplies.
Look at those you could do and can supply. That is your list.
It is a process of elimination.

 

[Themogger]

I really really want to use a firearm. I don't know how I'd get one. The way my living situation is comprised, it'd be impossible. I don't have an anchor in my home, so I would have to hang myself elsewhere late at night. If I wanted to jump, again I'd have to go out at night. I feel like my SI would kick in. I don't know what to do.

Relatable

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Same, I don't have a method either. In fact, I can't even access most suicide methods in the first place because my parents are way too controlling. I just feel trapped and... I am trapped. Society has made it incredibly difficult for us to kill ourselves and I hate them for it. Because of them, I may actually just be forced to survive. I always take the path of least resistance and since the only suicide methods I can access are the brutal ones, the path of least resistance would actually be to procrastinate on suicide and indulge in mindless escapism

 

[BIGMIKE]

Can you give a little more info on what about your living situation makes it impossible to get a firearm?

 

[waterrrrrrrrrbottel]

kate spade CTB with a door knob, I tried it and it does work as long as u commit to it.

I've never heard of this, i'll look into it.

 

[FrancesFarmer]

I've done a fair amount of research thus far into firearms and I hope this might help you, never ever use a 22, you'll just shoot off the roof of your mouth unless it's aimed perfectly, I was told it must be at least a 357 Magnum with 130? flat nose bullets. I think the average new price is about $600, I would love to hear others with real input not just guesses, you have to be careful cuz sometimes people don't know much about guns but think that they know specifics, I've had to go around with a lot of contradictory information but this is the best that I've come up with so far on a limited income. I'm thankful for the people who have helped me but unfortunately I've researched what they've said and it doesn't align what I've been told, I'm actually planning on purchasing a gun tomorrow getting the specifics finalized within the next month or two.
I should add that if you purchase a gun it's smart to go to a shooting range so the kickback doesn't throw you off and you just wind up shooting your scalp off, also be careful about placing it in your mouth That's why I'm going with a stronger gun so I know it will take out all the significant areas and won't leave me on a tube bead in a nursing home for the rest of my life with brain damage

 

[Steff1337]

I can relate to this situation, because the only method which I'm considering (SN), is unfortunately still unavailable to me due to financial issues.

 

[AnonThinker]

SN isn't available here and short of buying illegal drugs, there are no methods except for hanging or jumping. I could probably order SN from overseas, but it's very expensive. Our currency is weak to the dollar/euro/pound.