Bunabelldearest
Internet angel à»’ê’±
- Jun 21, 2026
- 11
I just don't... I used to cry alot when I'd do it and get really really depressed but now I just feel numb after. I just do it because I'm mad. I get so angry at myself, at the world, and at other people that I just cut, and then I get even more pissed when the cuts arent as deep as I'd like. So I do it more, and more, until in the wise words of my mother a few years ago, "her arm looks like hamburger meat!!" IDK if thats weird or not but its just how I feel. ¯\_ (ᵕ—ᴗ—)_/¯
In the same vein as this is scars. Everyone thinks I'm really ashamed of my scars when in all reality I like having them. It makes me feel like I'm actually sick,, it gives me a sense of satisfaction when they scar bad. I don't truly feel saddened by the idea of SH. At this point its just a hobby, a really anger inducing hobby. Like playing a rage game! Sorry if thats weird. I'm really weird.
In the same vein as this is scars. Everyone thinks I'm really ashamed of my scars when in all reality I like having them. It makes me feel like I'm actually sick,, it gives me a sense of satisfaction when they scar bad. I don't truly feel saddened by the idea of SH. At this point its just a hobby, a really anger inducing hobby. Like playing a rage game! Sorry if thats weird. I'm really weird.
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