I died before.

[vascomorrow]

Waking up on my front porch surrounded by paramedics. One of them said I was gone for 9 minutes. I had to sign a waiver when I left the hospital so if I died it wasnt their fault.

If anyone wants to know details just ask.

 

[iamanavalanche]

can i ask if you experienced anything in death ? or did it feel almost like a sleep ?
i hope youre doing okay and recovering

 

[vascomorrow]

can i ask if you experienced anything in death ? or did it feel almost like a sleep ?
i hope youre doing okay and recovering

For me it was like blacking out, i didnt know I had died until I woke up.

But for 3 days after I was revived, I heard voices, conversations. I would think the radio was on but it wasnt even plugged in.

can i ask if you experienced anything in death ? or did it feel almost like a sleep ?
i hope youre doing okay and recovering

This was years ago now, but im happy to share.

 

[DeadManLiving]

Same. The worst part is when they said "But at least you're alive!" it's like wtf

 

[vascomorrow]

Same. The worst part is when they said "But at least you're alive!" it's like wtf

I was saved because I was talking to a friend on the phone when I passed out. She called the ambulance

 

[Drogon]

What was your method ?

 

[Fadenself00]

i read it as an accident(?)

 

[vascomorrow]

What was your method ?

It was an accident. What happened was it was playing pool at a bar in Vancouver Canada. I bought some coke from a guy there. I ended up doing some rails with some random dude at a underground parking lot. This guy is met had a bottle of methadone, I did not know what this was at the time. I thought it was just something that would get me high.

I drank the entire bottle of it and overdosed a couple hours later.

 

[SweetMemories]

so you just say that there is not a good feeling even, when you died? This life really sucks.

 

[slowlydying2mrrw]

Did you feel a deeper connection with death or ambivalence?

 

[vascomorrow]

so you just say that there is not a good feeling even, when you died? This life really sucks.

My death was actually recorded on audoo. My friend had all her phone conversations recorded because of her ex.

I listened to it later. My last words would of been "im starting to feel it now". Then I got really tired and fell asleep. There was also some muffled noises.

But it was black until the paramedics woke me up.

Did you feel a deeper connection with death or ambivalence?

For 3 days after this happened I heard voices, I thought the radio was on, when it wasnt even plugged in. This freaked me out and made me think about spirits and ghosts, are they always around us? What did I hear? Who was talking? Was it just hallucinations ?

My friend who called the ambulance stayed with me for a week after it happened to make sure I was okay. I would tell her about these voices. She thought it was because I had just come back from the other side. She practiced the Wiccan religion and seemed to believe these were spirits from the dead.

So I guess I connected with death, but that feeling only lasted 3 days or so.