I could totally just do it right now

[neverwashere]

I'm not planning on killing myself anytime soon, I kind of have a lot going on and I don't want to leave any loose ends before I go (even though if I do they wouldn't be my responsibility anymore) but I'm going to be home alone for the next 12 or so hours. Being alone for so long made me realize that if I really wanted to, I could just. Do it. And nobody would stop me or "save" me. Just a random thought I had lol

 

[FuneralCry]

I imagine it must be at least some kind of relief knowing that you can leave and that you aren't trapped here, you have the option, but anyway I wish you the best.

 

[Baron]

Had the same feeling when I was alone for a week. I felt so free and carefree, like nothing could bother me. And then, after the week ended, I felt weak and useless again. I don't understand why my feelings got switched up so fast