Butterfly-death
Member
- Apr 5, 2024
- 19
My heart aches. I'm so tired. I'm worthless and pathetic. I'm so mentally ill. I know I'm a bad person because I verabally snap at others and have an addiction to stealing (if hell is real that's where I'm going even though this already feels like hell). It's funny because I cant kill myself but it would be better for everyone if I did. I hate this society and I hate myself. I just hate being alive. I'm always depressed. Always angry. Always hurting. But maybe I deserve to suffer? The tears won't stop. There is no enjoyment in being alive. I feel so horrible. I'm the biggest mistake why did my parents have to have me now I'm going to suffer until I die. I hate this I hate it I hate it. I hate myself. I hate existing. Make it stop. I feel so horrible. I want death to take me out of here please it's for the best. I'm horrible and life is horrible. It's hurts so much emotionally. I don't even want to participate in society I didn't want to be born at all. I wish my heart would just stop beating right now please
