I am ready to go as soon as possible . Life is becoming impossible

[Now_And_Then]

I can not even watch a movie or play a game any more , the intrusive thoughts are just becoming so un-bearable

But I just need to ask one thing

What is the best way to do it with absolutely no one finding out ?


The only way I can think of is at sea

 

[porfin1234]

Hey.. I hear you loud and clear on those intrusive thoughts.

I don't have tips. Just wanted to say you're not alone.

 

[faust]

Hello,
I am currently thinking about that too because I don't want anybody to pay for my funerals/cremation or leave money for that.
The sea is actually a good way to "hide" yourself, but you have to be sure you will remain at the bottom for a very long time. Because corpses appear on the surface after some time. So you have to tie something heavy to your body with no possibility the weights will leave you when it starts degrading.
If your finances allow that, you can buy a cheap boat (not wooden ofc) and tie yourself to it, making a few holes at the bottom of a boat.
But that is a little bit of a problem anyway, because something may go wrong and your body parts will be appearing on the surface. It is not too hard to identify when a person died, so if they check who disappeared in that time span, they may find out it is you.
The best way would be to "hide" in a swamp. Your body is unlikely to go up, it will stay underneath.
One more way - ghost towns. You will have plenty of time there to find out how to "hide" your body.

 

[voyager]

Have that shit too at times, although maybe not as bad as yours. The only means I've learnt to cope with them is to just brush it off. They are a part of me, but they're not me. So, I accept them, but don't take them too serious. They're usually quite predictable anyway and sometimes I ridicule them for lack of creativity. Can laugh at them too when they're funny.

Tourette's sufferers come to mind. Everyone thinks they are these rude, racist, whathaveyou people. But really if they make such remarks it proves they're actually good people underneath, because their mind will say the worst it can think of. But if they suppress these thoughts it gets worse and almost unbearable to keep them in. Maybe this can help you a bit.

As for your question, a secluded bog, a deserted mineshaft or volcano comes to mind. Most simple and reliable is probably letting wild animals take care of it. So, as you mentioned the ocean is good or maybe a deep forest, basically anything with carnivores or insects. A crocodile pit, too. Humid heat should also speed up the process.

 

[TAW122]

I think if you are living alone and also are sure that you won't have people interrupting you for at least a solid day or more, then you can CTB via hanging, or any method that isn't instantaneous but still achieves death within either many minutes, half hour, or a few hours. Some of those methods are rather peaceful (N, N₂, SN, to name a few), but if not, then going to a secluded area, hotel, or what not would be another option. I can't give you more advice as I don't know all the details about your circumstances.

 

[avoid_slow_death]

Besides the ocean, only place I can think of would be a very remote area like a large forest or huge mountain range. Once you get out far enough of the trails, the likelyhood that you will be found in a short time is pretty low. Plus, scavengers would likely carry your carcass away piece by piece leaving little to no evidence.